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50/50

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Jul 9, 2026
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Is anyone else here mainly wanting to ctb because they dont want to work a 9-5 for the rest of their lifes?

Sell their time and soul only to be able to fucking survive? As a wageslave?

Im 20 after Highschool and cant wrap my head around that shit yet…
I literally HATE being productive in general

I get SICK thinking about it

I HATE studying for uni & working
 
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To_bareTo_tear

Member
May 30, 2026
37
Same-ish I know what kind of uni I want to go to and it's not impossible but itd take me longer than choosing a local collage and the prospect of having to live with my family even longer to survive it genuinely makes me want to die I'm torn between wanting to pursue my dream job but being held up by my family which feels even worse because I'm always held up by them killing myself seems like the only way to get to have a final say in where I go sometimes.
 
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Corovaner

Corovaner

Experienced
Apr 15, 2025
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I hate this too. But you can work part time.
 
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GodzillasBiggestFan

GodzillasBiggestFan

Godzilla's Lonely Bestie
Jan 12, 2026
453
struggling with jobs is one of my reasons. i do have a dream job. but i have started to doubt if i'll be able to do that anymore either.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,559
I've never worked a 9-5, and I'm almost 50. Well, I failed big in life a few years ago, and that made me suicidal. I'd rather kms than become a wage slave.

That doesn't mean I don't wanna work, I just don't wanna work for others and get paid barely enough.

I'm not a resource, I'm a human.
 
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darksoul999

darksoul999

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Aug 23, 2026
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I feel you man!

I am 26 & being a wage slave has to be one of the biggest motivators on my list to CTB.

It's not that i do not want to work, but working doing something i absolutely hate i simply rather be dead.

The worst thing is working with incompetent coworkers who have the lowest IQ's possible yet, find enjoyment in being an asshole and know it all.

I do not know how people do it honestly.

Luckily, as of now i am working at a state park in nature which is enjoyable but it will soon become boring.

I suppose my CTB day is fast approaching.
 
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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
986
Is anyone else here mainly wanting to ctb because they dont want to work a 9-5 for the rest of their lifes?

Sell their time and soul only to be able to fucking survive? As a wageslave?

Im 20 after Highschool and cant wrap my head around that shit yet…
I literally HATE being productive in general

I get SICK thinking about it

I HATE studying for uni & working
Me too, i hate 9-5 job..
 
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Insufficent

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Jul 13, 2026
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I even was lied at my teens that the career i chose had a magificent paycheck compared to other fields that require even more studying. And me stupid ass belived it...
Well i wasn't the only one. It was almost a fullblown propaganda movement by society.
 
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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
986
I even was lied at my teens that the career i chose had a magificent paycheck compared to other fields that require even more studying. And me stupid ass belived it...
Most of us believed it.
In India, parents say, once you complete your school, life is going to be chilled.
After completing school, it's said, once you finish college, life is going to be chilled.
After completing college, they say, once you get a job, life is going to be chilled.
After you get a job, you realise, life is going to be chilled after retirement.
After retirement, there's no energy left😂
Vicious cycle
 
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