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myreasonings

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May 26, 2023
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My SN finally came, and I already wrote my letter and have a sign for when I do it. I will do it after my mother leaves for work which is unfortunate since she will be the one to find me, but I will leave a sign and hopefully my body will not be in a bad state for too many hours before found. I haven't decided on whether I should keep my cat in a separate room, but since I cannot lock my door, she might find her way inside… Anyway, I don't mind input.

Plan:
Thursday: All day fasting only drinking clear methods.
Friday: Take 1-2 Antiemtic, wait for a bit and prepare solution, smoke some green, take SN, smoke more green, and hopefully sleep.

I only have a limited amount of SN but will split it to take it Friday and then save the rest in case I puke.

Now, I will clean my room and cancel all my subscriptions bc my card will overdraft if I don't :)
 
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helplessufferer

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Apr 24, 2023
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i wish you a peaceful and comfortable transition, good luck.

also i'm sorry for your cat, hope this won't affect her so much and she will be taken good care of.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best with your plans, it must be a relief having the option of SN in a world where it's becoming more and more difficult to access.
 
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myreasonings

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May 26, 2023
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I wish you the best with your plans, it must be a relief having the option of SN in a world where it's becoming more and more difficult to access.
Yea I think I was lucky bc I live on campus so my address is affiliated with my school therefore a "reputable" address for SN suppliers to send to… I didn't think I would get it but I did and I live in the US
 

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