catsrprettycuteman
MEOW :3
- Dec 7, 2023
- 17
it's hard to fight off the urges when you get triggered so much. i just have issues with people in my life and i don't wanna cut ties. it really fucking sucks co existing with people who just dont ever understand and who will never. then they feel entitled to give you "advice" which really wouldnt help other than give a comforting word. i dont know whats better, being lonely or being lonely with other people, its like they dont even treat you like you exist. i keep on thinking of hanging myself too. partial hanging is how i picked to go out atleast, i want to keep on fighting too. i just hate myself for putting myself in this situation and others too. being depressed is ruining so many things i hold close to me anymore. im going to try fighting though still, its just so hard day to day of misery. i feel so alone. but i just wanted to vent about this shit lol, hopefully i get something out of my little life.
