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front of me

front of me

Experienced
Aug 3, 2023
289
I collected a bit of information from here and here, it looks like I have a good picture of what I'm going through, thank you
 
CW36

CW36

➕〰️➰
Jul 23, 2023
839
I collected a bit of information from here and here, it looks like I have a good picture of what I'm going through, thank you
No offense, but I don't think you realise the reality at all of what you're about to 'adventure' into.
 
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MyChoiceAlone

MyChoiceAlone

sleep deprived and/or drunk
Jul 23, 2023
1,231
ever wake up (after many drinks) and your tongue feels like cardboard. i think it'll be worse than that.
 
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lavendermeadows

lavendermeadows

Member
Aug 13, 2023
49
Hey, I know for obvious reasons people are encouraging you to try another method, but I've seen a few of your posts lurking and it seems you have your mind made up on how you want to do this. I wish for you to fulfill what you desire and I hope it doesn't include too much suffering. It is a very brutal way to go but as I said it's your life and it's up to you. I'd reccomend having some sort of backup plan for help if it ends up being too painful for you to fully commit to.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,705
I wish you the best with your plans.
 
pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,489
Prolifers , news organizations,governments and others are making this person go out into the desert and die of thirst and other horrors, tortured to death

It's horrible beyond imagination that pro-lifers, the news organizations, governments etc. are torturing people like you extremely .

Nembutal or assisted suicide should be available to all for a low cost as it was before they made it illegal and a crime.

Since you feel you must go as many of do and many of us don't even have a choice there should be choices for you to go painlessly , quickly , guranteed as in Nembutal or assisted suicide.

Trust me pain is bad. for example extreme thirst can be very very bad constant torture. If you can find an easier way.

If you can find a less painful way than what you are planning to die of thirst in the desert then do it. That's extreme torture.

I mean there are no words to describe how bad that pain and others can be none

I keep posting that people don't know how bad pain is . And they don't because the human brain is so weak you can't recreate that sensation from memory.

The human brain and memory is crap . A guy who wrote the book Sentience also said that the memory of the sensation is gone immediately after feeling it, something like pain.

It's not cause i read that book i think this . I thought this by myself the book just confirmed my belief

Human memory is nothing. a human can't even remember a 10 digit phone number unless a lot lot of work.

It's an illusion . no one remembers the people or what they were wearing any time they went to the store last year or last months.
 
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front of me

front of me

Experienced
Aug 3, 2023
289
Prolifers , news organizations,governments and others are making this person go out into the desert and die of thirst and other horrors, tortured to death

It's horrible beyond imagination that pro-lifers, the news organizations, governments etc. are torturing people like you extremely .

Nembutal or assisted suicide should be available to all for a low cost as it was before they made it illegal and a crime.

Since you feel you must go as many of do and many of us don't even have a choice there should be choices for you to go painlessly , quickly , guranteed as in Nembutal or assisted suicide.

Trust me pain is bad. for example extreme thirst can be very very bad constant torture. If you can find an easier way.

If you can find a less painful way than what you are planning to die of thirst in the desert then do it. That's extreme torture.

I mean there are no words to describe how bad that pain and others can be none

I keep posting that people don't know how bad pain is . And they don't because the human brain is so weak you can't recreate that sensation from memory.

The human brain and memory is crap . A guy who wrote the book Sentience also said that the memory of the sensation is gone immediately after feeling it, something like pain.

It's not cause i read that book i think this . I thought this by myself the book just confirmed my belief

Human memory is nothing. a human can't even remember a 10 digit phone number unless a lot lot of work.

It's an illusion . no one remembers the people or what they were wearing any time they went to the store last year or last months.
Thank you really, I've tried all the ways I can but nothing works for me
 

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