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livingonlytodie

livingonlytodie

i want to be loved more than i want to be alive
Dec 9, 2024
92
All I want is pitch black darkness for eternity. I don't want to slave away at work doing meaningless drivel for the next 60 years. My story ends here. I feel like an alien that's struggling to be human. Wtf are taxes again lol???
 
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MercenariesofMidgar

MercenariesofMidgar

Mankind Remains Unforgiven.
Nov 30, 2024
267
I feel the EXACT same way man.......................... the goals of life to me is self-serving, only mattering to the living. but what if the living world loses its meaning to you? Legacy means nothing. remembrance means nothing. Goals mean nothing
 
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bipolar22

bipolar22

Student
Aug 31, 2022
150
Working jobs to buy useless new phones and gagdes have no time for family vuz work all day tonaffford just simple things and finally die so the offspring can continue doing exactly that. Bu t you get retirement for few years when you're too old and suck to do anything meaningful. That's life. No reason to stick this out
 
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ThatRussianDude

ThatRussianDude

**** yeah, give it to me this is Heaven.
Dec 16, 2024
72
You know there are other places in the world where life is totally different to what you are used to. Try south east asia or africa.
 
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livingonlytodie

livingonlytodie

i want to be loved more than i want to be alive
Dec 9, 2024
92
Working jobs to buy useless new phones and gagdes have no time for family vuz work all day tonaffford just simple things and finally die so the offspring can continue doing exactly that. Bu t you get retirement for few years when you're too old and suck to do anything meaningful. That's life. No reason to stick this out
I just have a longing for home yk? I'm not quite sure where home is, but it sure as hell isn't on earth. I have a right to not want to participate in the rat race & work the rest of my years away.
 
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mikgazer6

mikgazer6

No existence, no problem
Jul 1, 2024
113
Thread title reminded me of the Emil Cioran quote "it's not worth the bother of killing yourself since you always kill yourself too late".
 
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bipolar22

bipolar22

Student
Aug 31, 2022
150
I just have a longing for home yk? I'm not quite sure where home is, but it sure as hell isn't on earth. I have a right to not want to participate in the rat race & work the rest of my years away.
I dont believe in rights there made up just like the boogie man.
Secondly I was talking about how life is in today's world not about you participating in it or not. Post was a bit all over the place anyway so no idea what kinda responses seem appropriate to you. Judging by the other responses nothing worth participating in.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
41,054
I understand, I also just hope for non-existence, I'd never wish for the futile, torturous burden of human existence and I never would have chose any of this, I just want to never suffer ever again. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find peace.
 
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