Venting Feeling really frustrated and lonely

[gu1klh]

I feel so frustrated amd lonely today. I was having a rough time with my bf and he hasn't been answering any of my messages since 4 hours. I think he forgot about me. I think he just doesn't care as much as i do.

Tomorrow i have to go to school and i don't know if i really want to go because he'll be there too but he won't hang out with me.

I don't know what im even doing anymore. I feel so bad, i really feel like harming myself, i feel like cutting, i feel like jumping in front of a train so that anyone notices me and start showing that they care.

I hate this :/

 

[Adûnâi]

i feel like jumping in front of a train so that anyone notices me and start showing that they care.

Can't you go on r/MakeNewFriendsHere and ask for DMs? I'm sure you'll get some.

 

[Life_and_Death]

but he won't hang out with me.

why are you with someone that doesnt seem to care about you?

 

[gu1klh]

why are you with someone that doesnt seem to care about you?

because im a little stupid and keep thinking that that person actually cares and wants me. I'm thinking about leaving and making that person realize what they're doing to me