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dying_kwik2000

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Nov 1, 2025
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I just want to write about how I feel so lonely and can't seem to keep relationships. I am also casually starting to think about suicide again but there is so much uncomfortable around dying. I don't know if things will truly get better and it's been almost a year. I just wish someone could give me permission to die.
 
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MatiSendiri

The world is still unfair to me
Jun 8, 2025
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I just want to write about how I feel so lonely and can't seem to keep relationships. I am also casually starting to think about suicide again but there is so much uncomfortable around dying. I don't know if things will truly get better and it's been almost a year. I just wish someone could give me permission to die.
You can chat:
1. In this thread
2. On chatting room
3. Private message with someone you know and trust here
I think you're not ready to ctb, you're just lonely and need friends. Enjoy making friends here! I hope you can find one. Cheers!

PS. I'm up if you want to chat or sumn.
 
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Feb 22, 2020
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I'm sorry you feel so lonely. I'm going to be awake for a little while since getting home from work a little over an hour ago. You're more than welcome to message me if you want, or we can hang out here in this thread, whichever you prefer.
 

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