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dying_kwik2000

dying_kwik2000

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Nov 1, 2025
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I just want to write about how I feel so lonely and can't seem to keep relationships. I am also casually starting to think about suicide again but there is so much uncomfortable around dying. I don't know if things will truly get better and it's been almost a year. I just wish someone could give me permission to die.
 
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MatiSendiri

MatiSendiri

The world is still unfair to me
Jun 8, 2025
266
I just want to write about how I feel so lonely and can't seem to keep relationships. I am also casually starting to think about suicide again but there is so much uncomfortable around dying. I don't know if things will truly get better and it's been almost a year. I just wish someone could give me permission to die.
You can chat:
1. In this thread
2. On chatting room
3. Private message with someone you know and trust here
I think you're not ready to ctb, you're just lonely and need friends. Enjoy making friends here! I hope you can find one. Cheers!

PS. I'm up if you want to chat or sumn.
 
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Lost in a Nightmare

Lost in a Nightmare

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
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I'm sorry you feel so lonely. I'm going to be awake for a little while since getting home from work a little over an hour ago. You're more than welcome to message me if you want, or we can hang out here in this thread, whichever you prefer.
 
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PersonBeforeLife

PersonBeforeLife

I'm The too many surplus
Aug 28, 2026
120
I just want to write about how I feel so lonely and can't seem to keep relationships. I am also casually starting to think about suicide again but there is so much uncomfortable around dying. I don't know if things will truly get better and it's been almost a year. I just wish someone could give me permission to die.
Have you tried a munch? Ok I know it's themed towards extreme openness but you cannot find a better community. Over time they become extended family.
 
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valar_morghulis21

All men must die.
Jul 17, 2026
255
Do you know the reason for your loneliness? Hard to meet people, or to maintain current friendships, or get betrayed by so many people, or just tired of everyone?
 

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