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four_walls_girl

four_walls_girl

En-BEDded in reality
Nov 18, 2024
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Idk if it's depersonalisation or whatever, but I'm always just slightly off with everything and everyone, and then if I do end up becoming a little too self aware of myself or the people I'm talking too I just end up feeling so weirdly anxious, like my body is mildly building up to a panic attack but it never actually happens.

disconnected from here too. I don't know what it says about me as a person but I can't actually view anybody here as a real person. Just casually reading about somebody ctb or documenting their method and then moving on to the next thread, I can't really feel anything about it, there's no face or connection to a person so it's just reading words on a screen.
 
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jamesu7777

jamesu7777

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Sep 29, 2024
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I haven't talked to a human being in 2 days.
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
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I'm the same way it's probably dp/dr
 
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sorrymyfault

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Oct 30, 2024
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Idk if it's depersonalisation or whatever, but I'm always just slightly off with everything and everyone, and then if I do end up becoming a little too self aware of myself or the people I'm talking too I just end up feeling so weirdly anxious, like my body is mildly building up to a panic attack but it never actually happens.

disconnected from here too. I don't know what it says about me as a person but I can't actually view anybody here as a real person. Just casually reading about somebody ctb or documenting their method and then moving on to the next thread, I can't really feel anything about it, there's no face or connection to a person so it's just reading words on a screen.
I'm exactly the same, life just feels like a badly done simulation for me, time feels off, people feel off, sometimes even if I look at something for a little too long I question if it truly exists. I can't solve it I've done everything in my power
 
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TimeFateLove

TimeFateLove

I'm sailing away, beyond the reach of anyone...
Nov 11, 2024
7
Well, your eyes are only seeing an icon and text. Its pretty hard to empathize with people whose faces you've never seen and whose voices you've never heard. Then again, that doesn't mean its imposible to do so.
 

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