feeling defeated

[aimless_]

one very close friend of mine that ive known for like 4 years now started to treat me like dirt and ive felt really hurt about it for weeks now

they're like my only very good friend and it seems like they never cared about me at all

i feel anger towards them and they cut me off from everything we've been doing together. i was even working with him on his business.

on top of that, people i know that i really dont like seem like they're doing very well and they just laugh about me whenever they see or hear of me.

i dont have much going for me right now despite my best efforts, and i dont feel like there's much left for me. i feel like im at the end of my rope

 

[Abyss Dweller]

I'm very sorry about your friend. Have you tried talking to him about it? Like what happened, why is he behaving the way he is behaving?
Ultimately friendships are two-way streets. If the reason is beyond your control there's not much you can do about it. But it doesn't mean you can't find new friends.

on top of that, people i know that i really dont like seem like they're doing very well and they just laugh about me whenever they see or hear of me.

I know this is old ald boring but comparing yourself to other people doesn't do you any good. It probably hasn't done anyone any good ever. Try to focus on your journey instead.