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Myforevercharlie

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I got a letter and a book today in the mail from her. She posted it on Saturday.

She tells in detail "why"

Hard to deal with...
 
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Jean4

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Myforevercharlie said:
I got a letter and a book today in the mail from her. She posted it on Saturday.

She tells in detail "why"

Hard to deal with...
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If you want to talk, feel free to pm me. I received a letter and gift in the mail after my partner CTB too. :heart:
 
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stevieu

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Myforevercharlie said:
I got a letter and a book today in the mail from her. She posted it on Saturday.

She tells in detail "why"

Hard to deal with...
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It's tough to lose a friend, but you can rest knowing that you were a good support to her.

Hoping you can stay strong :heart:
 
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Sunshine

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Myforevercharlie said:
I got a letter and a book today in the mail from her. She posted it on Saturday.

She tells in detail "why"

Hard to deal with...
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I'm sorry that you have to deal with this. Did she wish for you to share her story in this thread or do you plan to make a new one once you feel able to?
 
Myforevercharlie

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Jean4 said:
If you want to talk, feel free to pm me. I received a letter and gift in the mail after my partner CTB too. :heart:
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Thank you.. Im so sorry you had to experience that to..
Sunshine said:
I'm sorry that you have to deal with this. Did she wish for you to share her story in this thread or do you plan to make a new one once you feel able to?
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I'm not sure, I think a new one cause i think it's kind of unusual
 
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Lostandfound7

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Wow, that's rough...I'm so happy she was able to confide in u n that u were a good friend up to the very end..We r here for u.Sending love n strength ur way :heart:
 
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Sunshine said:
I'm sorry that you have to deal with this. Did she wish for you to share her story in this thread or do you plan to make a new one once you feel able to?
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I decided not to, i hope she forgives me, but i was asked not to.
I can however if you really want to know some answers in private.
 
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Sunshine

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Myforevercharlie said:
I decided not to, i hope she forgives me, but i was asked not to.
I can however if you really want to know some answers in private.
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I respect your decision but I'm confused. She asked you to share her story with us here, but someone else (?) told you not to basically going against her wish and you roll with that? Do I understand this right? Please don't take it as an attack, do as you please, just trying to understand the situation.
 
Jean4

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Sunshine said:
I respect your decision but I'm confused. She asked you to share her story with us here, but someone else (?) told you not to basically going against her wish and you roll with that? Do I understand this right? Please don't take it as an attack, do as you please, just trying to understand the situation.
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I thought the same thing. Just so you know you aren't along in your way of thinking.
 
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LMFAO FOCKERS

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@Sunshine @Jean4

While I do agree with you based on phezel's wishes, I'd imagine there's something more complicated going on...



Myforevercharlie said:
My little brother... I knew he would go. But the way how, and his face all over the newspapers broke a piece of my heart...
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Myforevercharlie said:
Last year my litte brother got out as well. It was all over the news, at least here and in the UK.
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These two posts suggest there's possibly a media fear from @Myforevercharlie's family / friends regarding suicide reporting. Maybe they dont want the details out in the open / searchable on the net because it brings back bad memories??

Considering the most recent focus on suicide in the US / UK media (Callie, Caroline Flack, etc.) its possible that they want to keep some level of privacy and peace for the family and friends. Media can be brutal!

Some people are in the camp of respecting the wishes of the dead; others are in the camp of protecting the ongoing lives of the living. I don't want to pick a side. I understand / accept @Myforevercharlie decision.
 
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Myforevercharlie

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LMFAO FOCKERS said:
@Sunshine @Jean4

While I do agree with you based on phezel's wishes, I'd imagine there's something more complicated going on...









These two posts suggest there's possibly a media fear from @Myforevercharlie's family / friends regarding suicide reporting. Maybe they dont want the details out in the open / searchable on the net because it brings back bad memories??

Considering the most recent focus on suicide in the US / UK media (Callie, Caroline Flack, etc.) its possible that they want to keep some level of privacy and peace for the family and friends. Media can be brutal!

Some people are in the camp of respecting the wishes of the dead; others are in the camp of protecting the ongoing lives of the living. I don't want to pick a side. I understand / accept @Myforevercharlie decision.
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Thank you. This is just so complicated, there has brrn been written to much bullshit about the reason why. It involves famous people.
But, where it not for 2 young boys, who already need professional help besides this, i would honour my friends wishes. But i just can't put these kids through more shit.

Im sorry
For some reason the messenger service here keeps being annoying.
Could you maybe sent me a chat request?
 
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Myforevercharlie

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Finally i can close this book.
Her dead is confirmed.
 
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Hugs myforever charlie..you are a true friend
 
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oneofthoseyoudontwan

oneofthoseyoudontwan

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Mar 7, 2020
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Wish you the best! Hope you can find what are you looking for.
 
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Erase.myself

Erase.myself

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Jan 4, 2020
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Myforevercharlie said:
Finally i can close this book.
Her dead is confirmed.
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I've been reading through this thread and I want to say that I am very sorry for the loss of your friend and for the loss of your brother. You are an incredible friend to be there for her in her last moments, and I highly respect your choice to keep her story safe with you so it doesn't have an effect on those two young ones you mentioned. Sending you lots of love, hugs, and strength.
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

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Erase.myself said:
I've been reading through this thread and I want to say that I am very sorry for the loss of your friend and for the loss of your brother. You are an incredible friend to be there for her in her last moments, and I highly respect your choice to keep her story safe with you so it doesn't have an effect on those two young ones you mentioned. Sending you lots of love, hugs, and strength.
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Thank you so much :hug:
 
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