Venting fantasizing about CTB

[paroxysm]

i keep fantasizing about my death. i can't help but imagine myself putting a shotgun in my mouth and blowing my head off. i really wish i could CTB soon but for now i am waiting it's not my time yet.

 

[Worndown]

That is common. I had a bunch of dreams about hanging myself or getting hanged. Some thoughts get more attention.

 

[DeathSleep]

Me too. For me it's either a gun shot to the head or a fent OD mostly. Sometimes drowning or hanging. I'm still working on my method. Just depends what I can get my hands on.

 

[Seered Doom]

When I have dreams and fantasies about mine, it's either OD, jumping off a jetbridge, running into highway traffic (or any traffic) where someone who hated me actually gave the final runover, a bullet to the brain, drinking a poisonous concoction of my own design, or shocking myself in the bathtub.

 

[Kempel556]

Whenever I fantasize about CTB its usually shooting myself in the head or OD, and hanging sometimes

 

[FuneralCry]

It's really understandable just wishing to be gone as in my case the thought of being permanently free from this existence is all that's appealing, I wish you the best.