Dr Iron Arc
Into the Unknown
- Feb 10, 2020
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So here's a new term I just discovered which maybe everyone already knows about but I didn't.
"In psychology and neuroscience, executive dysfunction, or executive function deficit, is a disruption to the efficacy of the executive functions, which is a group of cognitive processes that regulate, control, and manage other cognitive processes."
I suddenly get it now. This must be why I've been struggling to even commence my CTB plans. I have all these plans and constant thoughts about what I need to do and yet I just never do it. I think this is different from just procrastination because usually with procrastination there's a deadline while for me I often struggle to attempt basic things I very clearly wanted to do. I thought I was just always tired and lazy and maybe I still am but at least now I have a trendy new word to call it instead.
As an example sometimes when I'm alone and I'm driving to a place I have in mind, sometimes I will drive to the place and then just…sit in the car. Maybe I get on my phone or maybe I just lie down doing nothing. Sometimes I spiral down into feeling like I hate myself more just because I don't have the basic willpower to get up and walk into a building I clearly want to go into. Oftentimes I also lose focus and become unable to extract coherent thoughts and memories. At first I thought it might be long Covid but the truth is I've been experiencing it way before this decade even started (though maybe getting Covid once could have made it worse).
Now that I know about this phenomenon…now what? They say this can be a symptom of adhd, autism, depression, or any other number of things. It could even just be something that happens to completely normal people. Do I go see a therapist? How can I do that when everytime I even think of trying to set one up, I decide no and just do nothing about it?
Does anyone else experience this and if so, how can it be fixed? Maybe that's not going to help anyway because even if I receive genuinely good advice that I can act on, I might still not act on it thanks to this behavior.
Executive dysfunction - Wikipedia
en.m.wikipedia.org
I suddenly get it now. This must be why I've been struggling to even commence my CTB plans. I have all these plans and constant thoughts about what I need to do and yet I just never do it. I think this is different from just procrastination because usually with procrastination there's a deadline while for me I often struggle to attempt basic things I very clearly wanted to do. I thought I was just always tired and lazy and maybe I still am but at least now I have a trendy new word to call it instead.
As an example sometimes when I'm alone and I'm driving to a place I have in mind, sometimes I will drive to the place and then just…sit in the car. Maybe I get on my phone or maybe I just lie down doing nothing. Sometimes I spiral down into feeling like I hate myself more just because I don't have the basic willpower to get up and walk into a building I clearly want to go into. Oftentimes I also lose focus and become unable to extract coherent thoughts and memories. At first I thought it might be long Covid but the truth is I've been experiencing it way before this decade even started (though maybe getting Covid once could have made it worse).
Now that I know about this phenomenon…now what? They say this can be a symptom of adhd, autism, depression, or any other number of things. It could even just be something that happens to completely normal people. Do I go see a therapist? How can I do that when everytime I even think of trying to set one up, I decide no and just do nothing about it?
Does anyone else experience this and if so, how can it be fixed? Maybe that's not going to help anyway because even if I receive genuinely good advice that I can act on, I might still not act on it thanks to this behavior.