Venting Everytime I think things get better, something horrible hapoens.

[RubySimon]

And I wish it would just stop!
Thiught I was getting better, more hopeful, counseling is going well. I was getting into a routine.

but then earlier this week my best friend of over ten years, andbanother friend wheree transphobic to me.

I feel like shit, only one person tried to defend me and check up on me.

I have lost my main soical circle and everything hurts.

I should have hurled myself down the stairs when I had the thought.
Why does this keep happening? Am I not allowed to feel positive?

 

[dyingtodie]

I'm sorry to read of your experience! I'm alienated myself and in great pain, quite often. I hope your situation improves, whatever avenue you take. This too shall pass. It has always passed. It always will pass. It is all temporary.