Venting Every time I look at someone

[Baron]

Everytime I look at someone, I feel relieved, because they probably want to live.
Everytime I look at someone I feel sad, because I don't want to live.
Everytime I look at someone I envy them, because they're not like me.
I feel like everybody except me has a purpose in life, even though that's not the case, I feel that way. Everyone is worth more then me. Everyone is better than me. I don't know how I feel about anything anymore. What is happiness, what is sadness? The only thing I crave is to get rid of all feelings, because all they do is hurt.

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be tiring having to suffer like that, existence is just too cruel. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[mb0099]

It's so not fair some of us have to suffer like this. Many of these thoughts go through my mind as well when I've driving or so people outside. How can this world be so cruel to some of us and not give us a respectable way out?