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OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
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Bumping the FSH thread in the hope that it'll help me get the balls to do it. I know there's going to be ten seconds or so of agony before I leave this world. This is the method I have. There are no more steps but to do it, nothing to buy or whatever. Trying to be rational. Just kick the chair away! Yes, it will hurt, but less than living hurts. I know my future is a dead end. The thought of death brings me peace--sometimes. When it's time to act I am filled with dread. I hope that the relief I get writing posts like these is with me when I'm on the chair.

Edit: "encouraging" is against the rules! Just got warned for another post. I guess the interpretation will have to be mine. Some info might allow me to encourage myself.

Edit 2: Reading about famous suicides by hanging on Wikipedia gives me comfort. It must be possible! So many have pulled it off. I just have to accept the suddenness of stepping down. The squeeze will be something I've never felt, but it's not like having your bones broken. It's not like burning. It's worth it to prevent the rest of my life. Heck, it's worth it to prevent another day! Be cool, make the decision, act.
 
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