iDontKnowWhat
Member
- Oct 12, 2023
- 70
Then...
Tomorrow morning I will leave...
I thank everyone here for everything. You helped me a lot! Only you understand me. We understand each other here.
I feel a lot of pain knowing that my parents and my brother will be devastated, but I can't live like this. No more!
For those who are curious about which method I will use, I will leave the thread at the end, where I explain the method I will use.
Admins can delete my account after 6am. Until then, I still want to interact on the site. You can rest assured that I will delete everything related to the site: emails, search bar (in fact I only use an incognito browser to enter here) etc.
I wanted to do a video call with all of you, but I don't think that would be safe for the website and for you either. So I virtually say goodbye to you all.
I wrote a text trying to explain what I feel:
"Totally lost in my own vibe,
Nothing else is hitting the same,
Like, what was I even thinking?
I just gotta hit reset to break free.
Feeling like I'm missing a piece of me,
Who am I, even?
I got caught up in the void,
How did things get so twisted?
I'm just not alright,
And that's not gonna change,
I'm down to one last play,
So over it,
I keep daydreaming about an epic finale,
My mind's on a loop about the grand exit,
Stuck in this maze, feeling zilch,
And yeah, I played myself.
Craving the fix that just won't click,
This can't be life,
Can't deal with this nightmare,
I'm getting filled up with nothingness,
Till it's straight-up torture.
I used to be me, now that dude's checked out,
Time's flown by,
The playlist's ended,
Only I can pull myself up,
But it's like, so overdue.
I'm facing off with the mirror,
To scratch out the me I turned into,
Wipe my own slate,
As the final sleep creeps in.
Today's the day I find who I am,
Hitting the restart button,
Bringing whatever, even if it hurts,
Today's the curtain call.
Thought I had more lines in my script,
But this is it...
Peace out..."
sanctioned-suicide.net
Tomorrow morning I will leave...
I thank everyone here for everything. You helped me a lot! Only you understand me. We understand each other here.
I feel a lot of pain knowing that my parents and my brother will be devastated, but I can't live like this. No more!
For those who are curious about which method I will use, I will leave the thread at the end, where I explain the method I will use.
Admins can delete my account after 6am. Until then, I still want to interact on the site. You can rest assured that I will delete everything related to the site: emails, search bar (in fact I only use an incognito browser to enter here) etc.
I wanted to do a video call with all of you, but I don't think that would be safe for the website and for you either. So I virtually say goodbye to you all.
I wrote a text trying to explain what I feel:
"Totally lost in my own vibe,
Nothing else is hitting the same,
Like, what was I even thinking?
I just gotta hit reset to break free.
Feeling like I'm missing a piece of me,
Who am I, even?
I got caught up in the void,
How did things get so twisted?
I'm just not alright,
And that's not gonna change,
I'm down to one last play,
So over it,
I keep daydreaming about an epic finale,
My mind's on a loop about the grand exit,
Stuck in this maze, feeling zilch,
And yeah, I played myself.
Craving the fix that just won't click,
This can't be life,
Can't deal with this nightmare,
I'm getting filled up with nothingness,
Till it's straight-up torture.
I used to be me, now that dude's checked out,
Time's flown by,
The playlist's ended,
Only I can pull myself up,
But it's like, so overdue.
I'm facing off with the mirror,
To scratch out the me I turned into,
Wipe my own slate,
As the final sleep creeps in.
Today's the day I find who I am,
Hitting the restart button,
Bringing whatever, even if it hurts,
Today's the curtain call.
Thought I had more lines in my script,
But this is it...
Peace out..."
Nembutal: Here is the method with the result most similar, or the same, to that of the Nembutal
I found a method that the results the same, or similar, to taking Nembutal. the link is below. Comment what you think about this. I know a place here in my country that sells. I already have 12 grams of phenobarbital, but i have to buy more and Morphine Sulfate too. Chloral Hydrate is too...
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