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wayn

wayn

orange cats are so cute
Oct 3, 2024
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Opioids like heroin, Fentanyl, oxycodone, etc.
Sn is not peaceful as much as I would like it to be. Anyone saying opioid overdose is not a reliable or peaceful method are know nothing about substances and biology. And they aren't hard to access. Use your brain and go to the dark web, read about them on reddit if you have to. Anyways that's the way i will be gone for sure.

Love.
 
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Aflame5926

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Apr 3, 2026
810
its the problem that you need poly drug usage and that part i havent found much of it.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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Can not tell if troll post...
 
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gothbird

𝙿𝚘𝚎𝚝 𝙶𝚒𝚛𝚕
Mar 16, 2025
515
Once again, I think the matter is mainly of purity and/or sourcing when it comes to heroin etc. It is not something the general populace can get ahold of easily, nor do some people feel comfortable getting for legal reasons. Overdose with any other medication that isn't high purity heroin etc. is stupid and you have a better chance of surviving fucked up then having a peaceful departure. It was something like a 3% success rate from what I recall.
 
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dreamofnofuture

dreamofnofuture

obsessed w/ shifting, OBEs, + esoterica
Apr 19, 2026
46
fent is the only one you can really reliably CTB on since in small doses it's still extremely lethal. i hear a fent overdose isn't too bad. compared to straight SN with no antiemetic and antianxiety drugs, it's very peaceful. i wouldn't rely on heroin or oxycodone, personally, for the purpose of CTBing.

nembutal seems to be unrivaled in how peaceful of a method it is. it is used for euthanasia of course. i just wish ppl wouldn't make it so hard for ppl like use to actually escape just bc it makes them uncomfortable.​
 
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buriedinmyhead

buriedinmyhead

If pain can purify the heart, mine will be pure
Mar 24, 2026
220
God I wish had some fent to take, it's not fair that a bunch of stupid kids with good lives die because they decided to take a random pill, but I don't get to
 
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EDSsucks

Student
Jul 14, 2026
118
Opioids like heroin, Fentanyl, oxycodone, etc.
Sn is not peaceful as much as I would like it to be. Anyone saying opioid overdose is not a reliable or peaceful method are know nothing about substances and biology. And they aren't hard to access. Use your brain and go to the dark web, read about them on reddit if you have to. Anyways that's the way i will be gone for sure.

Love.
The statistical facts are that opioid overdose simply is NOT reliable. Only 4% of intentional overdoses are successful.
 
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hdead

Specialist
Jun 2, 2026
397
The statistical facts are that opioid overdose simply is NOT reliable. Only 4% of intentional overdoses are successful.
The 4% of intentional overdoses you speak of are definitly not all opioid overdoses.

I agree that an opioid overdose is not 100% reliable, but when well thought out (combined with other substances) and planned I think one would be able to push that number up from 4% significantly.
 
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EDSsucks

Student
Jul 14, 2026
118
The 4% of intentional overdoses you speak of are definitly not all opioid overdoses.

I agree that an opioid overdose is not 100% reliable, but when well thought out (combined with other substances) and planned I think one would be able to push that number up from 4% significantly.
I just tried it with a really large amount of morphine, plus some oxycodone and valium. Wasn't found until 6 hours later. Should have been enough drugs and time. Total respiratory failure, but I survived. Was in a coma for 3 days in spite of a continuous Narcan drip. Then, more days in hospital, very ill.

Now I have profound physical damage in addition to the chronic illness i had before the overdose. Am much worse off than before.

Also, after I was stable enough physically they sent me to a locked psych ward for 2 weeks
It was an indescribable hell.

Opioids are not a reliable method.
 
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hdead

Specialist
Jun 2, 2026
397
I just tried it with a really large amount of morphine, plus some oxycodone and valium. Wasn't found until 6 hours later. Should have been enough drugs and time. Total respiratory failure, but I survived. Was in a coma for 3 days in spite of a continuous Narcan drip. Then, more days in hospital, very ill.

Now I have profound physical damage in addition to the chronic illness i had before the overdose. Am much worse off than before.

Also, after I was stable enough physically they sent me to a locked psych ward for 2 weeks
It was an indescribable hell.

Opioids are not a reliable method.
Yea, we messaged about this and I read your post elsewhere.
 
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EDSsucks

Student
Jul 14, 2026
118
No worries there, brother.
Thanks, although I'm a woman fyi, lol.

And I do agree that you can increase the chances of being successful by careful planning.

However, I think it's realistic to recognize there would still remain a significant chance of survival, and the more extreme the dosage, the worse the damage will be that one must now live with.

I'm suffering so much now. It's horrifying.
 
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hdead

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Jun 2, 2026
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Thanks, although I'm a woman fyi, lol.

And I do agree that you can increase the chances of being successful by careful planning.

However, I think it's realistic to recognize there would still remain a significant chance of survival, and the more extreme the dosage, the worse the damage will be that one must now live with.

I'm suffering so much now. It's horrifying.
Whoops, didn't mean to misgender you sister.

I do recognize the risk and I thank you for warning us all.
 
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Live_Life55

Student
Jul 16, 2026
106
I just tried it with a really large amount of morphine, plus some oxycodone and valium. Wasn't found until 6 hours later. Should have been enough drugs and time. Total respiratory failure, but I survived. Was in a coma for 3 days in spite of a continuous Narcan drip. Then, more days in hospital, very ill.

Now I have profound physical damage in addition to the chronic illness i had before the overdose. Am much worse off than before.

Also, after I was stable enough physically they sent me to a locked psych ward for 2 weeks
It was an indescribable hell.

Opioids are not a reliable method.
Did you inject anything?

Honestly the most terrifying thing worse than death itself is a psych ward.

It's the main reason I feel I need to resort to a gun. Need to make sure it's close to 100% effective
 
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EDSsucks

Student
Jul 14, 2026
118
Did you inject anything?

Honestly the most terrifying thing worse than death itself is a psych ward.

It's the main reason I feel I need to resort to a gun. Need to make sure it's close to 100% effective
Did not inject. Boofed a bunch, mixed the rest as a crushed powder with water and drank.
 
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Live_Life55

Student
Jul 16, 2026
106
Did not inject. Boofed a bunch, mixed the rest as a crushed powder with water and drank.
I dont think i'd ever ingest anything for this reason. Needs to be injection and pure fentanyl
 
Awesomefoid67

Awesomefoid67

she/it, terminally silly :3
Sep 10, 2024
907
Opioids like heroin, Fentanyl, oxycodone, etc.
Sn is not peaceful as much as I would like it to be. Anyone saying opioid overdose is not a reliable or peaceful method are know nothing about substances and biology. And they aren't hard to access. Use your brain and go to the dark web, read about them on reddit if you have to. Anyways that's the way i will be gone for sure.

Love.
it's definitely not reliable unless you know your stuff is 100% pure tbh and even then you have to mix it with other cns depressants. also if you dont pass out quickly the vomiting will be very unpleasant. i had a mild od on o-dsmt one time cus i took a fuckton cus i was kinda going crazy from lack of sleep and i just passed out at my desk but iirc i vomited a fair bit afterwards and like before i did. tbh i've vomited from non-od doses before like when i overestimated my tolerance and took some dhc and was vomiting basically the entire night (though i kept taking more so kinda my fault)
i've accidentally oded on a few different things though and opioid overdoses were probably the least unpleasant though (well i oded on benzos but i don't remember any of that but apparently i was in and out of hospital completely out cold) stimulants are definitely the worst because you either get like seorotnin syndrome which sucks or go into psychosis which really sucks. pregabalin was also not that bad but again i do not remember a single thing from it
 
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EDSsucks

Student
Jul 14, 2026
118
The 4% of intentional overdoses you speak of are definitly not all opioid overdoses.

I agree that an opioid overdose is not 100% reliable, but when well thought out (combined with other substances) and planned I think one would be able to push that number up from 4% significantly.

The 4% of intentional overdoses you speak of are definitly not all opioid overdoses.

I agree that an opioid overdose is not 100% reliable, but when well thought out (combined with other substances) and planned I think one would be able to push that number up from 4% significantly.
It does seem hard to get actual numbers. I'm finding that different information comes up if I ask the question different ways. See what I mean? The 4 percent number came from an earlier search.
 

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hdead

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It does seem hard to get actual numbers. I'm finding that different information comes up if I ask the question different ways. See what I mean? The 4 percent number came from an earlier search.
I agree. Statistics can be tricky to navigate for sure. Thanks for sharing that. I've been finding a lot of contradicting reporting on the issue so I'm trying to stick with biology and personal experience. There's many variables to take into account and I'm doing my best to inform myself and become aware of how my biology reacts to certain drugs.

So far I have found out that grapefruit does a lot to potentiate the effect of quetiapine and oxy. I have also noticed that zolpidem does next to nothing for me and different benzos sedate me more than others. I'm taking the slow experimental route to avoid tolerance and addiction while closely monitoring the effects so I can brew up a personal cocktail that is tailored to me.

The biggest worry as of now is that I'd be found in time, so I will have to make sure I'll have, at the very least, 12 hours unbothered. But according to some reports up to 48 hours might be nessecary.
 
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EDSsucks

Student
Jul 14, 2026
118
I agree. Statistics can be tricky to navigate for sure. Thanks for sharing that. I've been finding a lot of contradicting reporting on the issue so I'm trying to stick with biology and personal experience. There's many variables to take into account and I'm doing my best to inform myself and become aware of how my biology reacts to certain drugs.

So far I have found out that grapefruit does a lot to potentiate the effect of quetiapine and oxy. I have also noticed that zolpidem does next to nothing for me and different benzos sedate me more than others. I'm taking the slow experimental route to avoid tolerance and addiction while closely monitoring the effects so I can brew up a personal cocktail that is tailored to me.

The biggest worry as of now is that I'd be found in time, so I will have to make sure I'll have, at the very least, 12 hours unbothered. But according to some reports up to 48 hours might be nessecary.
At the very least, I find it concerning that even the highest figures don't rise above 50%. Very disheartening.
I agree. Statistics can be tricky to navigate for sure. Thanks for sharing that. I've been finding a lot of contradicting reporting on the issue so I'm trying to stick with biology and personal experience. There's many variables to take into account and I'm doing my best to inform myself and become aware of how my biology reacts to certain drugs.

So far I have found out that grapefruit does a lot to potentiate the effect of quetiapine and oxy. I have also noticed that zolpidem does next to nothing for me and different benzos sedate me more than others. I'm taking the slow experimental route to avoid tolerance and addiction while closely monitoring the effects so I can brew up a personal cocktail that is tailored to me.

The biggest worry as of now is that I'd be found in time, so I will have to make sure I'll have, at the very least, 12 hours unbothered. But according to some reports up to 48 hours might be nessecary.
I'm thinking about trying to combine an overdose with suffocation by devising a way to supply air long enougg to be deeply unconscious.
 
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adamantc

Student
Mar 29, 2026
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It is important to think before blindly accepting these statistics. They include a wide range of opioid overdoses. Many will be on weak opioids such as codeine or hydrocodone, on impure street-sourced drugs, or in very low doses. Often, even a small overdose is counted as an overdose. If we only counted reasonable, well-planned attempts with strong, medical-purity opioids, the figures would be very high. An accurate overdose on any opioid stronger than morphine in medical grade purity is almost certain to cause death. These figures are skewed by the amount of poorly planned out overdoses, something very high due to the very common prescription of weak opioids and the widespread availability of impure street opioids. I have seen and heard of many victims of opioid-related 'overdoses', but all were from poorly though out ones.
 
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