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nettspend

I imagine Icarus laughing as he falls
Jun 23, 2026
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Hello fellow misfits!

As you may know by now, there are several problems with achieving death by an overdose in isolation. First of all, if you resort to using only one specific drug, you will need to ingest incredible amounts of it in order to reliably CTB. This may apply even to strong opiates, like oxycodone. On top of this, you risk throwing it all back up if you rely on oral administration. Second of all, dying of an opiate overdose may take many hours, and in this timespan you risk being "rescued". This is especially problematic since you may end up with severe brain damage if you are resuscitated. Opiate overdoses are also easily reversible with naloxone.

In short, overdosing on opiates is not a reliable way to CTB. This is quite unfortunate, since an opiate overdose is very peaceful. I have myself overdosed on heroin, and you simply feel a warmth spread throughout your body as you inject, all mental and physical pain disappears, and you find yourself experiencing immense peace. Then, you just dose off. If this was a reliable way to die, it would be perfect.

My plan is then to achieve a perfect, peaceful, painless death by combining an IV heroin overdose with PSH. PSH is highly effective by itself, but it's incredibly stressful, quite painful and requires a lot of mental fortitude (at least in my experience). Combining PSH with an IV heroin overdose would solve this.

My idea is to tie an overhand loop knot to my door knob, pull the rope above the door, then tie a noose using an arbor knot. Of course I will make sure that this will support my body weight before fully commiting. There will be enough slack in the rope that i can just barely stand on my toes without pressure being applied to my neck. I will place the noose around my neck, and then inject a substantial amount of heroin. The exact dosage may differ based on my current tolerance and purity of the product. Seconds after the solution is injected I will feel an immense sense of peace, and shortly thereafter I will black out and collapse. As I collapse, the noose will tighten, my brain will be deprived of oxygen, and I will be completely braindead within 15 minutes or less. I would also imagine that the heroin would prevent my body from moving erratically, and thus reduce the risk of the anchor point failing etc.

From what I can tell, the only problems with this method are:
1) Getting heroin if you lack contacts. While this is not a problem for me, as a former junkie, I can imagine it might be difficult for some of you.
2) Intravenous injection without previous experience. This I must say is overstated; finding a vein and injecting is not as complex as it seems. Personally I was alone the first time I injected heroin, and it was without issue. If you lack experience it might be good to practice a bit before commiting, as it would suck to miss the vein after all this preparation.

All in all, this method seems to be quicker, more reliable, more peaceful and less violent than most other methods discussed on here. If you have any feedback or questions, please reply to the thread! If you don't want to talk about it publicly, I'm happy to receive PMs also.

I hope all of you are able to overcome your reasons for being here, one way or another.
 
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ruhyytey5o86

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Jun 18, 2026
57
This sounds like it would work well. I had a similar plan of mixing H with benzos, then tying a bag for around my head.

Doorknobs might not be able to support your bodyweight, maybe tying the other end to something large, and putting that on the same side as you could work as well? (this time, it's reliant on the lateral strength of the door to support your weight)
 
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xXSufferingXx

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Feb 21, 2025
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i didn't read the full thing, but i'm big on double methods... doing heroin with your head inside a noose sounds nearly fool proof
 
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adamantc

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Mar 29, 2026
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Hello fellow misfits!

As you may know by now, there are several problems with achieving death by an overdose in isolation. First of all, if you resort to using only one specific drug, you will need to ingest incredible amounts of it in order to reliably CTB. This may apply even to strong opiates, like oxycodone. On top of this, you risk throwing it all back up if you rely on oral administration. Second of all, dying of an opiate overdose may take many hours, and in this timespan you risk being "rescued". This is especially problematic since you may end up with severe brain damage if you are resuscitated. Opiate overdoses are also easily reversible with naloxone.

In short, overdosing on opiates is not a reliable way to CTB. This is quite unfortunate, since an opiate overdose is very peaceful. I have myself overdosed on heroin, and you simply feel a warmth spread throughout your body as you inject, all mental and physical pain disappears, and you find yourself experiencing immense peace. Then, you just dose off. If this was a reliable way to die, it would be perfect.

My plan is then to achieve a perfect, peaceful, painless death by combining an IV heroin overdose with PSH. PSH is highly effective by itself, but it's incredibly stressful, quite painful and requires a lot of mental fortitude (at least in my experience). Combining PSH with an IV heroin overdose would solve this.

My idea is to tie an overhand loop knot to my door knob, pull the rope above the door, then tie a noose using an arbor knot. Of course I will make sure that this will support my body weight before fully commiting. There will be enough slack in the rope that i can just barely stand on my toes without pressure being applied to my neck. I will place the noose around my neck, and then inject a substantial amount of heroin. The exact dosage may differ based on my current tolerance and purity of the product. Seconds after the solution is injected I will feel an immense sense of peace, and shortly thereafter I will black out and collapse. As I collapse, the noose will tighten, my brain will be deprived of oxygen, and I will be completely braindead within 15 minutes or less. I would also imagine that the heroin would prevent my body from moving erratically, and thus reduce the risk of the anchor point failing etc.

From what I can tell, the only problems with this method are:
1) Getting heroin if you lack contacts. While this is not a problem for me, as a former junkie, I can imagine it might be difficult for some of you.
2) Intravenous injection without previous experience. This I must say is overstated; finding a vein and injecting is not as complex as it seems. Personally I was alone the first time I injected heroin, and it was without issue. If you lack experience it might be good to practice a bit before commiting, as it would suck to miss the vein after all this preparation.

All in all, this method seems to be quicker, more reliable, more peaceful and less violent than most other methods discussed on here. If you have any feedback or questions, please reply to the thread! If you don't want to talk about it publicly, I'm happy to receive PMs also.

I hope all of you are able to overcome your reasons for being here, one way or another.
On point 2):

IV injection simplicity depends a lot on the body type, fat/muscularity of the person. I am quite easy to inject, as my veins are nearer the surface of my skin. Often, I don't even need to restrict blood flow to inject. However, some people that I injected (a while ago) have other builds that mean their veins are less accessible. Sometimes, we can't reliably find veins, and we have to abort the medical procedure. IV injection can be near impossible to safely perform on some people, but easier for others.
 
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nettspend

I imagine Icarus laughing as he falls
Jun 23, 2026
81
On point 2):

IV injection simplicity depends a lot on the body type, fat/muscularity of the person. I am quite easy to inject, as my veins are nearer the surface of my skin. Often, I don't even need to restrict blood flow to inject. However, some people that I injected (a while ago) have other builds that mean their veins are less accessible. Sometimes, we can't reliably find veins, and we have to abort the medical procedure. IV injection can be near impossible to safely perform on some people, but easier for others.
That is a good point! Heroin can easily be smoked as well, so that would be an alternative for these people.
 
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ovaltinee99

Student
Nov 9, 2020
136
One thing I'd like to add for anyone considering this method is passing out doesn't necessarily mean death. I've read stories of people trying to exit this way and they lose consciousness for a couple of days (not just hours) and still wake up with what feels like a really bad hangover. So really you want to not be found for about 3 days or you could survive with some damage.
 
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nettspend

I imagine Icarus laughing as he falls
Jun 23, 2026
81
One thing I'd like to add for anyone considering this method is passing out doesn't necessarily mean death. I've read stories of people trying to exit this way and they lose consciousness for a couple of days (not just hours) and still wake up with what feels like a really bad hangover. So really you want to not be found for about 3 days or you could survive with some damage.
...Did you read the post? You're not gonna wake up a few days later if you properly hang yourself.
 
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ovaltinee99

Student
Nov 9, 2020
136
...Did you read the post? You're not gonna wake up a few days later if you properly hang yourself.
You don't need to be condescending. You said it yourself - "if you properly hang yourself." Not everyone will do it right especially if they're doing two different methods for the first time. Been on this site long enough to know supposed foolproof ways sometimes don't work for whatever reason. Nothing wrong with eliminating uncertainty where possible.
 
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final.call

Member
Aug 16, 2024
14
Hello fellow misfits!

As you may know by now, there are several problems with achieving death by an overdose in isolation. First of all, if you resort to using only one specific drug, you will need to ingest incredible amounts of it in order to reliably CTB. This may apply even to strong opiates, like oxycodone. On top of this, you risk throwing it all back up if you rely on oral administration. Second of all, dying of an opiate overdose may take many hours, and in this timespan you risk being "rescued". This is especially problematic since you may end up with severe brain damage if you are resuscitated. Opiate overdoses are also easily reversible with naloxone.

In short, overdosing on opiates is not a reliable way to CTB. This is quite unfortunate, since an opiate overdose is very peaceful. I have myself overdosed on heroin, and you simply feel a warmth spread throughout your body as you inject, all mental and physical pain disappears, and you find yourself experiencing immense peace. Then, you just dose off. If this was a reliable way to die, it would be perfect.

My plan is then to achieve a perfect, peaceful, painless death by combining an IV heroin overdose with PSH. PSH is highly effective by itself, but it's incredibly stressful, quite painful and requires a lot of mental fortitude (at least in my experience). Combining PSH with an IV heroin overdose would solve this.

My idea is to tie an overhand loop knot to my door knob, pull the rope above the door, then tie a noose using an arbor knot. Of course I will make sure that this will support my body weight before fully commiting. There will be enough slack in the rope that i can just barely stand on my toes without pressure being applied to my neck. I will place the noose around my neck, and then inject a substantial amount of heroin. The exact dosage may differ based on my current tolerance and purity of the product. Seconds after the solution is injected I will feel an immense sense of peace, and shortly thereafter I will black out and collapse. As I collapse, the noose will tighten, my brain will be deprived of oxygen, and I will be completely braindead within 15 minutes or less. I would also imagine that the heroin would prevent my body from moving erratically, and thus reduce the risk of the anchor point failing etc.

From what I can tell, the only problems with this method are:
1) Getting heroin if you lack contacts. While this is not a problem for me, as a former junkie, I can imagine it might be difficult for some of you.
2) Intravenous injection without previous experience. This I must say is overstated; finding a vein and injecting is not as complex as it seems. Personally I was alone the first time I injected heroin, and it was without issue. If you lack experience it might be good to practice a bit before commiting, as it would suck to miss the vein after all this preparation.

All in all, this method seems to be quicker, more reliable, more peaceful and less violent than most other methods discussed on here. If you have any feedback or questions, please reply to the thread! If you don't want to talk about it publicly, I'm happy to receive PMs also.

I hope all of you are able to overcome your reasons for being here, one way or another.
May I ask if you've considered SN?
 
iguazo falls

iguazo falls

Student
May 20, 2026
138
i dont have much to add but yea ill think abt this one. seems unreliable though in doing shit you dont mean to while blacked out or positioning yourself wrong.
 
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EDSsucks

Student
Jul 14, 2026
118
This sounds like it would work well. I had a similar plan of mixing H with benzos, then tying a bag for around my head.

Doorknobs might not be able to support your bodyweight, maybe tying the other end to something large, and putting that on the same side as you could work as well? (this time, it's reliant on the lateral strength of the door to support your weight)
I'm also considering an overdose with a bag.
 
DignifiedGrave

DignifiedGrave

GrinderofSouls
Jul 5, 2026
90
Hello fellow misfits!

As you may know by now, there are several problems with achieving death by an overdose in isolation. First of all, if you resort to using only one specific drug, you will need to ingest incredible amounts of it in order to reliably CTB. This may apply even to strong opiates, like oxycodone. On top of this, you risk throwing it all back up if you rely on oral administration. Second of all, dying of an opiate overdose may take many hours, and in this timespan you risk being "rescued". This is especially problematic since you may end up with severe brain damage if you are resuscitated. Opiate overdoses are also easily reversible with naloxone.

In short, overdosing on opiates is not a reliable way to CTB. This is quite unfortunate, since an opiate overdose is very peaceful. I have myself overdosed on heroin, and you simply feel a warmth spread throughout your body as you inject, all mental and physical pain disappears, and you find yourself experiencing immense peace. Then, you just dose off. If this was a reliable way to die, it would be perfect.

My plan is then to achieve a perfect, peaceful, painless death by combining an IV heroin overdose with PSH. PSH is highly effective by itself, but it's incredibly stressful, quite painful and requires a lot of mental fortitude (at least in my experience). Combining PSH with an IV heroin overdose would solve this.

My idea is to tie an overhand loop knot to my door knob, pull the rope above the door, then tie a noose using an arbor knot. Of course I will make sure that this will support my body weight before fully commiting. There will be enough slack in the rope that i can just barely stand on my toes without pressure being applied to my neck. I will place the noose around my neck, and then inject a substantial amount of heroin. The exact dosage may differ based on my current tolerance and purity of the product. Seconds after the solution is injected I will feel an immense sense of peace, and shortly thereafter I will black out and collapse. As I collapse, the noose will tighten, my brain will be deprived of oxygen, and I will be completely braindead within 15 minutes or less. I would also imagine that the heroin would prevent my body from moving erratically, and thus reduce the risk of the anchor point failing etc.

From what I can tell, the only problems with this method are:
1) Getting heroin if you lack contacts. While this is not a problem for me, as a former junkie, I can imagine it might be difficult for some of you.
2) Intravenous injection without previous experience. This I must say is overstated; finding a vein and injecting is not as complex as it seems. Personally I was alone the first time I injected heroin, and it was without issue. If you lack experience it might be good to practice a bit before commiting, as it would suck to miss the vein after all this preparation.

All in all, this method seems to be quicker, more reliable, more peaceful and less violent than most other methods discussed on here. If you have any feedback or questions, please reply to the thread! If you don't want to talk about it publicly, I'm happy to receive PMs also.

I hope all of you are able to overcome your reasons for being here, one way or another.
Sorry but, even people who overdose still experience decorticate and decerebrate posturing, including other agonal movements like anoxic seizure. Your brainstem is more powerful than you know.
 

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