Drug overdose as method from someone who doesn’t do drugs

[imsotired35]

I don't do drugs except prescription meds and weed in the past but I think about hard drugs all the time. Mostly bc boredom and depression and I think if I were to be high then I wouldn't be so numb all the time and maybe I could feel happiness and no anxiety for a while. I heard people do drugs for the first time then become an addict because they spend the rest of their lives chasing that high but they can never get it as good as the first time again. I don't want to become an addict but I want to experience that high they talk about. The high that is worth losing family and friends and everything you ever had. I want to do it once and experience that high and die from it so I don't have to spend forever chasing it.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

A Caution About Drug Poisonings (ODs) and Cutting

Preamble I see a lot of posts on this forum mentioning drug poisoning and/or cutting/stabbing as a method of choice. I want to caution these methods for a few reasons. I respect the right to choose any method but I'm concerned that those using these methods may not be fully informed on the...

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Rhizo's drug AMA – the only comprehensive resource on drug poisonings you will ever need

AMA: I have a degree in psychology with specialized experience in substance use research, psychopharmacology, psychedelic research, etc. I've also read a lot about drug poisonings, the PPH, and various methods on this forum. I've been using the dark net to buy drugs and been connected to...

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[imsotired35]

A Caution About Drug Poisonings (ODs) and Cutting

Preamble I see a lot of posts on this forum mentioning drug poisoning and/or cutting/stabbing as a method of choice. I want to caution these methods for a few reasons. I respect the right to choose any method but I'm concerned that those using these methods may not be fully informed on the...

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Rhizo's drug AMA – the only comprehensive resource on drug poisonings you will ever need

AMA: I have a degree in psychology with specialized experience in substance use research, psychopharmacology, psychedelic research, etc. I've also read a lot about drug poisonings, the PPH, and various methods on this forum. I've been using the dark net to buy drugs and been connected to...

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If OD'ing isn't the right way to go, I could always get high and then cbt another way. Still weighing out my options.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

If OD'ing isn't the right way to go, I could always get high and then cbt another way. Still weighing out my options.

If you want to CTB by OD you need the lethal substances (see PPeH) to have best chances to be successful.

Getting high is always an option ... that's why most people consume drugs :-)

 

[imsotired35]

If you want to CTB by OD you need the lethal substances (see PPeH) to have best chances to be successful.

Getting high is always an option ... that's why most people consume drugs :-)

I know but I want to die and I don't want to risk becoming an addict. So makes sense to me to do it before I die. But maybe I'll love it so much I'll end up sticking around to do it again, who knows.

 

[LunarLight]

A Caution About Drug Poisonings (ODs) and Cutting

Preamble I see a lot of posts on this forum mentioning drug poisoning and/or cutting/stabbing as a method of choice. I want to caution these methods for a few reasons. I respect the right to choose any method but I'm concerned that those using these methods may not be fully informed on the...

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Rhizo's drug AMA – the only comprehensive resource on drug poisonings you will ever need

AMA: I have a degree in psychology with specialized experience in substance use research, psychopharmacology, psychedelic research, etc. I've also read a lot about drug poisonings, the PPH, and various methods on this forum. I've been using the dark net to buy drugs and been connected to...

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These threads are a must-read for anyone who wants to OD.

I'd add those:

My Advice on Oral Overdosing V2

***DISCLAIMER: If you're wondering why I made a new topic it's because the previous version contained an SN table with dubious calculations that conflict with what 2 different sources recommend, I no longer trust what the table suggests. Unfortunately the forum won't let me edit that post due to...

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How I would sedate myself into death, legally. I study pharmacology.

So I made a thread that is now flooded with a million different ways to have a sedated death (https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/whats-in-your-suicide-kit-i-study-pharmacology.113882/page-4) with legal research chemicals that can be bought online, since I keep getting asked how I would do...

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Opioid Megathread & Overview

Preamble I wanted to write something similar to Stan's guide to SN but I hesitate to call this a guide because I can't in good conscience make a guide for something so unreliable in terms of access, lethality, and risk of permanent injury. I.e., traumatic brain injury from hypoxia. SN is a far...

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[PhoenixPX]

I don't do drugs except prescription meds and weed in the past but I think about hard drugs all the time. Mostly bc boredom and depression and I think if I were to be high then I wouldn't be so numb all the time and maybe I could feel happiness and no anxiety for a while. I heard people do drugs for the first time then become an addict because they spend the rest of their lives chasing that high but they can never get it as good as the first time again. I don't want to become an addict but I want to experience that high they talk about. The high that is worth losing family and friends and everything you ever had. I want to do it once and experience that high and die from it so I don't have to spend forever chasing it.

I don't think you can die from an OD with a 'high' like that.
I think if you want to do drugs and don't get addicted to know how it feels, make sure it's only on a special occasion that wil not happen again and only for this special occasion. Also make sure it's not easy accessible so if you wanted to do it again you couldn't.

 

[whocaresreally]

You missed the good stuff, heroin. Fentanyl is crazy and not as euphoric you don't want to end up a homeless zombie at least H you function