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conflagration

Experienced
Jul 29, 2022
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Will taking a shitload of benzo and going for a swim work as a method? I once overdosed on lorazepam, I took around 40 mg, then I even forgot that I took them, and then I went into deep sleep bordering on coma. So it seems like a rather painless method. You won't even know what is happening as you drown, and you will be chemically calm anyway. What do you think?
 
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hdead

Member
Jun 2, 2026
91
I don't really know if SI would be able to overcome a megadose of benzos.

However, I do have a question. How long did you sleep on 40mg of lora & what is your weight? I haven't tried dosing that much, yet, but I'm kinda freaked out to test it. Kind of wanna go for a single hit wonder without first having to come down from any kind of tolerance.

Hope my question isn't too invasive. Take care.
 
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conflagration

Experienced
Jul 29, 2022
221
I don't really know if SI would be able to overcome a megadose of benzos.

However, I do have a question. How long did you sleep on 40mg of lora & what is your weight? I haven't tried dosing that much, yet, but I'm kinda freaked out to test it. Kind of wanna go for a single hit wonder without first having to come down from any kind of tolerance.

Hope my question isn't too invasive. Take care.
It was actually a suicide attempt, so don't take it recreationally. I was around 85kg back then, I mixed it with alcohol, and I slept around 48 hours. Doctors said I was close to a coma.
 
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hdead

Member
Jun 2, 2026
91
ĂŚ figured it was a CTB attempt. I'm actually trying to work out to CTB. Looking at poison hemlock but absolutely don't want to experience the paralysis consciously. Therefore asking about the lorazepam experience.

How much alcohol and what kind did you drink with it?
 

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