Venting dont know what to do

[deaddog67]

my boyfriend committed suicide just a few days ago, my entire future was built off of him and he promised me everything. can't see anything the way i used to, i used to be very optimistic and i knew i had things going for me. i feel like he's waiting for me if there is a heaven, i dont know what to do... what are the easiest, painless ways to ctb and the best ways to get over SI?

 

[Christopher Reeve]

I feel sorry for you, first you have to give yourself a good time to think, because this cannot be a quick decision, it is an action that has no return, so you cannot regret it. Second, think about what you can You are leaving things behind and unfinished things that you might want to resolve.

 

[deaddog67]

I feel sorry for you, first you have to give yourself a good time to think, because this cannot be a quick decision, it is an action that has no return, so you cannot regret it. Second, think about what you can You are leaving things behind and unfinished things that you might want to resolve.

thank you so much :)

im going to try my best for the next couple of months to tie some loose ends and plan everything. just so scared that maybe this will just be all for nothing! just need to see him again

 

[Christopher Reeve]

Don't be hasty, there is nothing beautiful about dying, although I think death itself is indifferent but the process of dying is often painful and suffered. Think carefully about my words, I know you are feeling pain and that's why that you should spend a lot of time reflecting on this and also seeing the people close to you, so that you can assimilate what happened in your life. I wish you the best.

 

[deaddog67]

Don't be hasty, there is nothing beautiful about dying, although I think death itself is indifferent but the process of dying is often painful and suffered. Think carefully about my words, I know you are feeling pain and that's why that you should spend a lot of time reflecting on this and also seeing the people close to you, so that you can assimilate what happened in your life. I wish you the best.

Thank you for all the helpful and kind words :) i will give it lots of thought these next few months

 

[errorsinmypast]

Sorry for your loss and pain I hope you're able to find some relief, somehow

 

[deaddog67]

Sorry for your loss and pain I hope you're able to find some relief, somehow

thank you so much :) i'll try my best