Doing it tonight. Let's hope I'm out.

[HeavensOpenDoor]

It is now the morning and It's sad to say but I've never been happier or more excited.

I know how you feel, I got a similar feeling after I committed mentally along with ordering my SN. You start to look at the world as being something that is soon gonna end up in your rearview mirror and are ready for the next adventure.

 

[existenceispain88]

I wish you the best. Whatever you do and wherever you go.

 

[AlreadyGone]

Good luck

 

[NoPlaceForme]

Hello to everyone. I'm currently sitting on my bed in my hotel room hitting my pen and watching twitch. I ate a couple small muffins around 3 but thats it. Since then I'm not and will not be eating anymore. I'm not yet at the time where I need to prepare things so I am just trying to relax. I immediately noticed this comfy chair with a table by it here in my room and I laughed at how convenient that seemed to be. Ill be off the bud by 8 or 9 so I am not high for my ctb. Currently I just want to do it but I know I have to wait so I'm trying to fill the time. When it gets closer I'm going to sit down and write my notes and will probably join the public chat and decide if thats where I'll die or if I'll do a call. I'll update more later.

But also want to say until then thank you so much for your support of choice and just being here along the way. It would honestly be a lot more upsetting if I was truly alone so thank you so much. Probably cant thank enough.

 

[watereyes]

wish you the best

 

[Living sucks]

There is no pressure to follow thru or report. No shame to abort.
only wish you peace

 

[happy?1270]

I have started a prayer list for everyone who makes their good-byes on here. I want everyone to make it no matter their beliefs. I don't want any good people to end up trapped in purgatory with no one to pray for them. I don't know your beliefs but I will keep you in my prayers. It's the most meaningful thing I know how to do.

Wish you peace!

 

[Deleted member 17949]

Wish you peace chief

 

[NoPlaceForme]

We are here. U are not alone. Just do it if u are 100% sure.

Hey thank you. I'm waiting til midnight so I can assure I'm not found and my stomach is empty. I am sure. It's taking everything to not make a mixture right now lol.

Wish you peace chief

I appreciate that.

 

[somniummalum]

Wish you a pieceful journey

 

[palebluedot]

Hey is there anything we can do for you? Would you like somebody to talk through your options with? This isn't the only way, and you're not alone

 

[got2beFionaC]

 

[Saed]

Just you enjoy yourself in that hotel,lovely.
Kick back,and enjoy binge watching whatever you fancy.
Coupla smokes and a comfy chair...sounds like the perfect recipe for falling asleep and seeing what sunrise will bring.

If I nod off from vodka,what would lift my heart the most,would be to wake up to a thread entitled:
"So,I booked into a plush hotel,smoked some bud,fell asleep and missed the farking bus".
Whichever you choose,we're here for you.

 

[Brokenwithbpd]

Peace be with you wherever you go. Whatever you decide. I'll smoke one for you soon

 

[HeavensOpenDoor]

I am sitting here at work on break reading through these posts and what's on my heart is to tell you that whatever your choice is, you have a family here in the chat on this side and if you choose to go through with it you also have a family on the other side. No judgements either way. Keep us posted!

 

[HadEnough1974]

That is a misrepresentation of anything I would caution against, and I am not a mod or in any position of official power on the forum, nor would I want such a position.

If you would be so kind, please do not attempt to speak for or represent me, either in agreement or opposition. If I am so inclined, I will speak for myself. Please also do not drag me into conversations in which I am not taking part and which are not about me. Thank you.

Spoken like a lawyer ;) love it.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

Sending you tons of positive vibes and love right now.

We are here for you through thick and thin. I hope everything is peaceful and how you imagined it would be.

 

[Living sucks]

What time is it currently ?

 

[NoPlaceForme]

Sending you tons of positive vibes and love right now.

We are here for you through thick and thin. I hope everything is peaceful and how you imagined it would be.

Thank you so much.

What time is it currently ?

8 30 pm

 

[Chiyuki99]

Wishing you nothing but peace and happiness on your journey.

I'm sorry your life came to this and I hope you will find peace and love wherever you go.

 

[lonelyhouse]

Peaceful travels. You know where to find us.

 

[JD8080]

 

[Disco Biscuit]

Just want you to know that you're not alone. Sending you lots of love and wishing you the best. ❤

 

[Tripz7]

Good luck whether you stay or go.

 

[Heart Shards]

I wish you the best and respect your decision.

 

[Living sucks]

Where are you? Haven't heard from you

 

[andresantosfx]

He's talking on the chat.

 

[KleinerWolf]

My heart reaches out to you, @NoPlaceForme,
whatever the outcome is.

 

[Living sucks]

Prayers for you @NoPlaceForme
May You be at peace or come back to tell us you are still here.

 

[Despondent]

I hope you're at peace...

If you're still around, please pm me?