The thought of me reincarnating to this specific realm we call the 3rd dimension or Earth is absolutely terrifying to me! Earth was and still is not the realm that I belong in. When I was a child and my conscious mind started to develop, I can remember looking around and saying "I made a mistake". I truly felt this within my entire being then, and I still feel this way now. My memories of how I even got here are null and it scares me. I truly feel in my heart that I was supposed to incarnate somewhere else, like within higher dimensions. My feelings are that I originated from higher dimensions far from this realm, hence my feeling alone, too different, and too advanced for this asleep and zombified 3rd dimension. When I depart from this plane, I do not desire to come back here to Earth. Earth is not my home. Earth is a phony place filled with phony belief systems, and the few of us that are aware of this have been separated from one another to break us mentally and spiritually! If I must reincarnate, I just want to go back to my home realm, but I just cannot remember where HOME is. I have lost myself in this 3rd dimension, and this is also terrifying. I want to go home!