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Jul 29, 2025
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I am not one for setting a date very much in the future.

My preference is to have a "hanging" kit ready to go, so when the CTB wave desire hits me, I am gone less than an hour later.

I don't spend any time worrying that I am "x number of days out" from CTB. It would really add to my anxiety

It's just a wave that hits me, and if I have all I need to CTB, I just set it up and I am gone. Like being taken out to sea by a wayve
 
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