JadedGray
Life Eternal
- Jul 24, 2018
- 991
I find it therapeutic to vent on here, even if no one else reads it. It just feels nice to get everything out and read it afterwards.
Alchemist
Warlock
- Apr 3, 2019
- 709
I do read it.
And yeah, it feels calming finding people in the same situation and that actually understand how much life sucks.
JadedGray
Life Eternal
- Jul 24, 2018
- 991
Thank you. It's nice to know that someone reads my neurotic meanderings. :P
It's eerily calming... it felt weird at first, like I was doing something very wrong. I couldn't figure out why I kept wanting to come back, particularly in my darkest moments, but in the good moments as well. I find so much peace here, it is absolutely therapeutic.
Yes! I've only made it through the last 3 days without OD'ing on something because of this site. For the record, for me ODing is taking more than my pdoc wants me to but I have a high tolerance so really it does nothing but let me sleep 10-12 hours and the more I sleep the less I think about CTB... ironically not sleeping and thinking about it by being on here has dulled my impulsive side so its probably calming for me. I would never tell them about this site but my pdoc and psych should thank SS for that!
woxihuanni
Illuminated
- Aug 19, 2019
- 3,298
Wayfaerer
JFMSUF
- Aug 21, 2019
- 1,938
It's one of the few remaining places where you can openly discuss suicide and relate to one another in our despair.
I oddly feel like this site could become "a comfort blanket" like a child needs that special blanket, I need this special site....
It soothes me, it motivates me, it's intensely intriguing, it's intimidating and very dark...All things that make my heart beat!! so I know, I'll be a daily visitor to this site :D
It soothes me, it motivates me, it's intensely intriguing, it's intimidating and very dark...All things that make my heart beat!! so I know, I'll be a daily visitor to this site :D
Mort
No use to know one
- Feb 15, 2019
- 622
Its one of the last sites that you can openly talk about CTB with out the thought police. Cumming down hard on you . Or other people calling you shellfish or to think positive and it will pass . And telling you will hurt the ones who love you you know all the normal bullshit the cum out with .
Futility
Student
- Aug 13, 2019
- 183
I've always been drawn to pages like Ashspace as well as the reddit page before it was taken down and a few others that have since then turned to dust or were downright destroyed by self imposed authority over time.
I have always been in a better mood after hanging out here, even before I decided to make a profile and take part. It's a safe space where I can express myself without the threat of psychiatric coercion and taking my freedoms away, lowering my quality of life even further.
Talking to people that just spew pro-life nonsense and don't understand what I'm going through at all has the opposite effect, I'm always disappointed, frustrated, anxious and hurt when stuck with that bull.
I am so grateful for what I have here, very much so.
Hugs all around!
I have always been in a better mood after hanging out here, even before I decided to make a profile and take part. It's a safe space where I can express myself without the threat of psychiatric coercion and taking my freedoms away, lowering my quality of life even further.
Talking to people that just spew pro-life nonsense and don't understand what I'm going through at all has the opposite effect, I'm always disappointed, frustrated, anxious and hurt when stuck with that bull.
I am so grateful for what I have here, very much so.
Hugs all around!
