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meles_inoris
Student
- Mar 18, 2020
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I try my hardest to please others and it all falls flat on my face. Last night my grandmother snapped at me for going downstairs to get a drink of water while my cousin was sleeping and I very nearly snapped and attacked her. Knowing that my existence alone can push not just someone, but multiple people, to that level: it makes me want to fade away into nothing.
I'm an unlovable asshole who doesn't deserve conscience. I push away everyone who loves me and all my good behavior is just part of a thin mask. Deep down I'm a few murders short of Albert Fish and there's nothing that can help me.
I'm an unlovable asshole who doesn't deserve conscience. I push away everyone who loves me and all my good behavior is just part of a thin mask. Deep down I'm a few murders short of Albert Fish and there's nothing that can help me.