cyandude
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- Nov 4, 2023
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I've been feeling like this a lot recently, like my psychiatrists are forcing me into staying alive. anyone else feel this way?
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hearing that now, yeah, i feel the same way lol. i WILL die before I "live well into my 80s"I think so. I told my psychiatrist that I didn't want to be a real adult or live past 25, and he said that most women live well into their 80s. This made me so mad. It actually strengthened my desire to die young to defy this.
Same, I *will* ctb before 25. I also think that I'm an oppositional person by nature, so when someone tells me to do something, it actually makes me less likely to do it lol.hearing that now, yeah, i feel the same way lol. i WILL die before I "live well into my 80s"
Me too and I'm poor and fro third world countryFortunately not. I have nothing, no therapist, no partner anymore, no close friends, no family, no children, not even a pet.
People think saying these things is motivational, or that it assuages one's fears about dying, because many individuals want to invision a long life ahead of them. They want more time. What they fail to take into account is that for a lot of suicidal people, we want the exact opposite. After living through so much already at a younger age, I could not imagine reaching 80 especially while still carrying the problems that already exist.I think so. I told my psychiatrist that I didn't want to be a real adult or live past 25, and he said that most women live well into their 80s. This made me so mad. It actually strengthened my desire to die young to defy this.