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DGIHM

Member
Sep 15, 2026
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I'm extremely fortunate and spoiled in that I have a lot of people who care about me. Selfishly, I don't know how much longer I can do this. I tested partial hanging with some antenna wire and almost passed out, but that is so obviously a suicide. I want to avoid hurting anyone else more than I already have when I commit.

Also side note, I'm new but I feel like CTB meaning "Cease To Breath" is a way catchier term that "Catch The Bus". Whatever maybe I'm uncultured swine.
 
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broken serenity

broken serenity

Student
Sep 26, 2025
173
*Incessant beeping as an entire bus backs its way into chat*
*Engine shutoff*
Yo so you don't need this then? Said here someone was looking for a ride but ummm
*Kicks dirt*
Didja check the mega threads yet?
 
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DGIHM

Member
Sep 15, 2026
5
*Incessant beeping as an entire bus backs its way into chat*
*Engine shutoff*
Yo so you don't need this then? Said here someone was looking for a ride but ummm
*Kicks dirt*
Didja check the mega threads yet?
bruh
imagine trying to make fun of somebody on a suicide forum
I've read the megathreads and nth seems to stand out as looking accidental. It's all just focused on painlessness. I've been a competing swimmer before so that one method definitely won't be bought. Thanks a bunch and stay safe <3
 
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literallynoone

literallynoone

despite everything, i'm still here
Jul 21, 2026
70
*Incessant beeping as an entire bus backs its way into chat*
*Engine shutoff*
Yo so you don't need this then? Said here someone was looking for a ride but ummm
*Kicks dirt*
Didja check the mega threads yet?
i get the point but this is really fucking mean dawg
 
broken serenity

broken serenity

Student
Sep 26, 2025
173
Ah don't like the rp vibes huh 😭
*Sets bus on fire*
Okies well if you're not looking for peaceful and you have resources why not stage an accidental drowning?
i get the point but this is really fucking mean dawg
I honestly don't get how that was rude but thank you for pointing that out. I'll ummm bring no bus next time? Not sure what the issue was, were literally all dying here idk why people keep sticks up their asses in the meantime
Another example: was with CO in a car. Nobody claims it was suicide because it was a 'camping trip'
 
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Somewhat Suicidal

Somewhat Suicidal

surviving anhedonia ≠ living
Aug 26, 2026
457
Cease To Breath" is a way catchier term that "Catch The Bus
take your pick xD

Welcome to SaSu

Honestly I can't think of anything except for drowning and you already ruled that out. There is the PPH 2025 version somewhere in the pinned threads to download, maybe there's an exotic method in there that suits your needs.
 
instormdrains

instormdrains

🇻🇦
Oct 29, 2025
105
Slip on a banana peel
 
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h4ppyhypoxia

Experienced
Aug 8, 2026
245
well im not too sure and i think its risky because they do investigate any deaths deemed as "unnatural" so even if its frame as an accident, its possible that theyd still conclude that it was suicide

its probably very unlikely but currently nitrogen isnt detectable at autopsy (stated in the ppeh) and that could pass off not as an accident, but maybe as some sudden medical event that caused your death, but for this to happen, someone would have to remove the exit bag + nitrogen tank from the scene, if anyone finds out they did this, they could get done for assisted suicide, but its an option, id also be concerned that if you focus too much on making it look like an accident, then you might be more likely to survive with complications

ik its not really what youre looking for but my perspective is that people are going to be very upset no matter how you die, you cant control how people will grieve, i completely get being worried about this, its something that i am worried about myself, but its not within our control, the only way to avoid this is to stay alive, but then you will die one day and people will be upset, and it might cause you additional suffering, i know suicide has a lot of stigma attached to it, but dead is dead, and people will grieve that no matter how it came about, maybe you could write notes telling people that its not their fault etc to try and help them through it, but ultimately we cant control how people respond
 

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