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Michelstaedter

Michelstaedter

Specialist
Feb 25, 2025
332
When people on social media or elsewhere say that those with depression or suicidal thoughts need "hit" or make some stupid comment that minimizes, belittles, and diminishes the importance of what many of us feel that makes us want to die, doesn't it make you want to kill those people or make them suffer physically?

I know it sounds like something a psychopath would say, but I truly hate that people belittle not only my desire to die or commit suicide peacefully, without pain, but also the fact that existence itself is painful for me, and it's not a game. It's not like I want money or women by my side; it's not that I'm lacking something (maybe peace), but it's too hard for people to dismiss, especially knowing that in the end we might have to die in horrible ways if we decide to "catch the bus."
 
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Spit On My Grave

Spit On My Grave

Spit On My Grave
Apr 7, 2026
168
I got the feeling that you know now
 
Aphid

Aphid

Pentecad
Apr 30, 2026
172
you want them to understand, I get it. Never hurt another, but I understand your thought even though I haven't heard it personally.
 
franos666

franos666

"Mother I tried please believe me"
May 20, 2026
92
I feel the same way
 
dust-in-the-wind

dust-in-the-wind

Animal Lover
Aug 24, 2024
1,078
I want them to feel how I feel for about a week. Then they understand what hell feels like.
 
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