does anyone else feel so numb sometimes about the thought of suicide

[imveryretarded]

my title is kind of confusing, but what im saying is its something ive experienced. for example, i was "numb" from crying while constipating suicide a few days ago to the point i didn't care about me taking my own life nor caring about the after effects it would have on my family members. but now. but sometimes that feeling goes away and depending on the suicide method, suicide does seem kind of intimidating. i dont know, i'd just rather die by my OWN hands and that would be enough for me to not care about death whatsoever

 

[FinalDawn]

I can relate. Sometimes it just feels so casual, so normal, the thought of death. (I know it sounds like emo edgelord I don't know how else to phrase it.) Like, compared to where my life is going, I'd take death anyday.