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elderDrifter

Life is Transitory
Mar 9, 2024
46
I'm wondering if I was the only one who feels hopeless at times at a lack of accessible methods or a lack of ability to carry them out. It's been really bumming me out lately and I don't know how to deal with this.
 
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Oliver

Oliver

Experienced
Feb 28, 2024
249
100%. Every options is either too scary (jumping) or has a risk of causing significant injury (hanging). I really need a gun...
 
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divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,722
Very!
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,447
Check out the mega threads, we live in such lucky times. So many quick and peaceful methods are available to us. Almost none even require us to leave the home.

The digital age has been awesome for those of us wanting to CTB.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
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Yeah
 
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theboy

Illuminated
Jul 15, 2022
3,257
Me
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,714
Yes, I really do and the fact that suicide is so inaccessible is why I feel so trapped here. I find it so hellish and horrible how we cannot just have the option to easily cease existing in a guaranteed way. What terrifies me is the thought of trying to die going wrong and leading to way worse suffering as a result, it's so disgusting how there is no acceptance towards suicide.

I find it evil how there is the absence of peaceful, guaranteed ways to die for all, it'd be such a relief if I could access a peaceful way to cease existing like Nembutal, I really wish N is accessible, it'd prevent so much meaningless, unnecessary suffering to allow people that option.
 
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Linda

Linda

Member
Jul 30, 2020
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Do you live in (or can you get to) some place that is cold, at least at some times of the year. If so, have you considered hypothermia?
 
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elderDrifter

Life is Transitory
Mar 9, 2024
46
Do you live in (or can you get to) some place that is cold, at least at some times of the year. If so, have you considered hypothermia?
Where I live we do get cold winters, but I don't know if it'd be cold enough to go the hypothermia route. I'd need to see numbers and the like. Even though it doesn't sound like the best way to go, I'm open to options, so I could do more research into it.
 
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sleepingintherain

dysphoric male
Jan 24, 2024
13
Check out the mega threads, we live in such lucky times. So many quick and peaceful methods are available to us. Almost none even require us to leave the home.

The digital age has been awesome for those of us wanting to CTB.
not really? charcoal is hard to set up, no one sells N anymore, SN causes nausea and vomiting
 
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mtoro998

Experienced
Feb 29, 2024
268
Yes I wish I could just buy nembutal or have easy access to a sarco pod. I dont really like sn but its the best method I can go with for now.
 
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unimaginativelamp

Member
Apr 9, 2022
42
Yes. Although, i also feel like im just being a coward by overthinking it.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,796
I feel hopeless too. At this point, I don't even know whether I can even consider suicide as a choice or not for me
 
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Arachno

Arachno

oh no :(
Apr 10, 2023
261
I sure do, but I just keep coping that I will be able to get access to one somehow.
 
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JezebelDuLioncourt

JezebelDuLioncourt

Member
Feb 23, 2024
81
Check out the mega threads, we live in such lucky times. So many quick and peaceful methods are available to us. Almost none even require us to leave the home.

The digital age has been awesome for those of us wanting to CTB.
That's the spirit, mate! Your totally optimistic outlook on the situation is heartening.

Now I'm wondering...What makes some of these folks feel hopeless about the accessibility of ctb methods, while blokes like you see an entirely different situation, when all of us are reading the same posts, looking at the same information...
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,447
That's the spirit, mate! Your totally optimistic outlook on the situation is heartening.

Now I'm wondering...What makes some of these folks feel hopeless about the accessibility of ctb methods, while blokes like you see an entirely different situation, when all of us are reading the same posts, looking at the same information...
People just skim over negative posts and listen to a couple of people who say suicide is impossible.

Our forum literally has over 20 megathreads, most with simple easy to access methods. All well researched and put together by very intelligent people.

If someone sets the bar at 'accessible' as being pentobarbital purchasable ble on the shelf in the local store, of course they will say suicide is impossible.

I do get its all about headspace but all these posts that say suicide is so impossible just make people more stressed and feel trapped. The reality is, suicide is more accessible and documented than ever in history. A few chemical suppliers making SN a little more difficult to purchase has not changed that.
 
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JezebelDuLioncourt

Member
Feb 23, 2024
81
People just skim over negative posts and listen to a couple of people who say suicide is impossible.

Our forum literally has over 20 megathreads, most with simple easy to access methods. All well researched and put together by very intelligent people.

If someone sets the bar at 'accessible' as being pentobarbital purchasable ble on the shelf in the local store, of course they will say suicide is impossible.

I do get its all about headspace but all these posts that say suicide is so impossible just make people more stressed and feel trapped. The reality is, suicide is more accessible and documented than ever in history. A few chemical suppliers making SN a little more difficult to purchase has not changed that.
Many thanks for your words of wisdom, @UKscotty! I appreciate your taking the time to explain further. It helps me a lot.
 
orangeKat

orangeKat

Member
Oct 8, 2023
7
yeah, I feel the exact same way. I'm only alive because I don't have a gun or anything.
 

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