I don't go out and see people either so I'm with you on that. Although I have tried with online friends, I live in a small town so it wouldn't matter if I went out anyways sense there's not much to do around me except old people. The reason why I started being inside more is partially BECAUSE of where I live. But I can't afford to live alone so things will probably never change. I also relate on the social skills thing, I remember receiving a gift book when I was like 12 that was about how to make friends. I felt so embarrassed receiving it because it made me realize everyone around me can see it. I even had an elementary school teacher point out that I was always alone at recess. Looking back it surprises me that the meanest kids in class had friends, the ones starting drama had friends, yet I didn't. Stuff like that still bothers me, because I realize it's not a kid thing, it's a people thing. Most people are like that, except nowadays people love pretending they are "lonely, depressed, and friendless" when none of them are. That shit is what really gets under my skin.