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Do you want to never wake up when you fall asleep?

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HappyMstake

HappyMstake

Not so happy as it turns out.
May 29, 2020
170
Yup that's the dream right there. I don't have to deal with SI, pain, and I wouldn't be classified as another suicide statistic. It's a win win.
 
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NomadicWolf382

NomadicWolf382

I want to drift into the lucid dream, endlessly...
Jun 11, 2020
131
Would be ideal
 
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LUCIFERYAN

LUCIFERYAN

Member
Jun 28, 2020
23
This is my #1 method, but i fail every night unfortunately
 
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Isittimetogonola

Isittimetogonola

Kindness is a weakness to be taken advantage by al
Oct 22, 2019
198
I wish you luck. Hope you dont get into panic mode or pain.
There hasn't been any fear but more of peace, that is how I know it is almost time. Thank you for your kind words.
 
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Pryras

Pryras

Last hope
Feb 11, 2020
622
Right now yes
 
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heraclitus

Student
May 22, 2020
120
Yes. Going to sleep is really the only time that I'm ever at peace. Waking up is always a disappointing feeling.
I hear you. Complete identification!
 
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DeathIsTheWayOut99

DeathIsTheWayOut99

Warlock
Jun 6, 2020
798
I'd love to wake up in either heaven or the pokemon world
 
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AlreadyGone

AlreadyGone

Taking it day by day
Jan 11, 2020
917
That would be ideal
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,827
Always
 
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AnxietyAttack44

I just wanna go to my husband already.
Jun 5, 2020
1,092
If anyone finds a way, please share.. Wishful thinking
 
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serah

serah

Student
May 6, 2020
177
Yes, some nights I've sat there crying begging to not wake up in the morning.
 
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MartyByrde

MartyByrde

Experienced
Mar 15, 2020
286
All. The. Time.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
10,439
I'm almost positive I've said this before in another thread but HELL YES !!! :heart:
Every morning I wake up and say FUCK !!!
:angry::angry:
 
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MorticiasHair

MorticiasHair

Member
Jul 1, 2020
56
ALWAYS
 
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Cuppatea856

Member
May 27, 2020
60
Every night I wish I don't ever wake up after I fall asleep, but it hasn't worked so far.
Every. Single. Night. And I wake up every morning and my first thought is, oh God, not this again. I simply can't take this world anymore.
I envy people from the past who had Nembutal available. Lately I've been thinking about finding a heroin dealer.
 
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KleinerWolf

KleinerWolf

Account Wipe.
Apr 30, 2020
2,700
Don't we all?
 
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heraclitus

Student
May 22, 2020
120
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,082
Every time I wake up my heart sinks.
 
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Stavrogin

Stavrogin

If God not be, then this world dies with me
Jul 1, 2020
201
As I'm getting into bed I sometimes even audibly beg, God knows what, that I don't wake up.
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,827
As I'm getting into bed I sometimes even audibly beg, God knows what, that I don't wake up.
me to audibly beg, God saying over and over let me die let die take me know
 
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Weightoftheworld

Weightoftheworld

Let me burn.
Apr 19, 2020
258
Always. Honestly, I'd want it to be when my kids aren't home though. What an easy way out, it'd been seen as a tragedy and not some selfish act. I wish, I wish.
 
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faust

faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
3,138
Sometimes, because I know this is an extremely rare occurrence when you are in your 20s. And I don't want anybody to see me dead, reactions are totally different. Let paramedics see my body, they are used to this and these are things they see everyday.
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,082
I watch someone who has live chats on youtube. This person is my age, in his 60s, and is at the beach, camping on a barrier island, then he is in his backyard pool, then he is in sunny Florida, then on his back porch in Virginia, with friends and family, always enjoying his life. It reminds me that people actually do fun things they enjoy.
 
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Skathon

Skathon

"...scarred underneath, and I'm falling..."
Oct 29, 2018
592
Almost never. I would prefer to be conscious during my last seconds.
I wish to no longer exist every time I wake up, however.
 
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