HappyMstake
Not so happy as it turns out.
- May 29, 2020
- 170
Yup that's the dream right there. I don't have to deal with SI, pain, and I wouldn't be classified as another suicide statistic. It's a win win.
There hasn't been any fear but more of peace, that is how I know it is almost time. Thank you for your kind words.I wish you luck. Hope you dont get into panic mode or pain.
I hear you. Complete identification!Yes. Going to sleep is really the only time that I'm ever at peace. Waking up is always a disappointing feeling.
Every. Single. Night. And I wake up every morning and my first thought is, oh God, not this again. I simply can't take this world anymore.Every night I wish I don't ever wake up after I fall asleep, but it hasn't worked so far.
Me also!Yes, some nights I've sat there crying begging to not wake up in the morning.
me to audibly beg, God saying over and over let me die let die take me knowAs I'm getting into bed I sometimes even audibly beg, God knows what, that I don't wake up.