HappyMstake
Not so happy as it turns out.
- May 29, 2020
- 170
Yup that's the dream right there. I don't have to deal with SI, pain, and I wouldn't be classified as another suicide statistic. It's a win win.
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NomadicWolf382
I want to drift into the lucid dream, endlessly...
- Jun 11, 2020
- 131
LUCIFERYAN
Member
- Jun 28, 2020
- 23
This is my #1 method, but i fail every night unfortunately
Isittimetogonola
Kindness is a weakness to be taken advantage by al
- Oct 22, 2019
- 198
There hasn't been any fear but more of peace, that is how I know it is almost time. Thank you for your kind words.
Pryras
Last hope
- Feb 11, 2020
- 626
I hear you. Complete identification!
DeathIsTheWayOut99
Warlock
- Jun 6, 2020
- 798
I'd love to wake up in either heaven or the pokemon world
AlreadyGone
Taking it day by day
- Jan 11, 2020
- 917
wanttodie
Enlightened
- Apr 19, 2018
- 1,823
If anyone finds a way, please share.. Wishful thinking
serah
Student
- May 6, 2020
- 179
Yes, some nights I've sat there crying begging to not wake up in the morning.
MartyByrde
Experienced
- Mar 15, 2020
- 286
not-2-b-the-answer
Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 11,074
I'm almost positive I've said this before in another thread but HELL YES !!!
Every morning I wake up and say FUCK !!!
MorticiasHair
Member
- Jul 1, 2020
- 56
Every. Single. Night. And I wake up every morning and my first thought is, oh God, not this again. I simply can't take this world anymore.
I envy people from the past who had Nembutal available. Lately I've been thinking about finding a heroin dealer.
KleinerWolf
Account Wipe.
- Apr 30, 2020
- 2,700
Meditation guide
Always was, is, and always shall be.
- Jun 22, 2020
- 6,082
Every time I wake up my heart sinks.
Stavrogin
If God not be, then this world dies with me
- Jul 1, 2020
- 201
As I'm getting into bed I sometimes even audibly beg, God knows what, that I don't wake up.
wanttodie
Enlightened
- Apr 19, 2018
- 1,823
me to audibly beg, God saying over and over let me die let die take me know
Weightoftheworld
Let me burn.
- Apr 19, 2020
- 258
Always. Honestly, I'd want it to be when my kids aren't home though. What an easy way out, it'd been seen as a tragedy and not some selfish act. I wish, I wish.
faust
lost among the stars
- Jan 26, 2020
- 3,138
Sometimes, because I know this is an extremely rare occurrence when you are in your 20s. And I don't want anybody to see me dead, reactions are totally different. Let paramedics see my body, they are used to this and these are things they see everyday.
Meditation guide
Always was, is, and always shall be.
- Jun 22, 2020
- 6,082
I watch someone who has live chats on youtube. This person is my age, in his 60s, and is at the beach, camping on a barrier island, then he is in his backyard pool, then he is in sunny Florida, then on his back porch in Virginia, with friends and family, always enjoying his life. It reminds me that people actually do fun things they enjoy.Last edited:
Skathon
"...scarred underneath, and I'm falling..."
- Oct 29, 2018
- 591
Almost never. I would prefer to be conscious during my last seconds.
I wish to no longer exist every time I wake up, however.Similar threads
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