Discussion Do you want to have any last words? If so, what do you want to say?

[Alexei_Kirillov]

I've sometimes thought about "going out with a bang" so to speak and saying something profound or meaningful before I metaphorically pull the trigger, but then other times I just realize that it doesn't matter, and I don't care, and besides, no one will ever know about it. Maybe not saying anything in and of itself speaks volumes, like when you deliberately don't leave a note.

I don't even know what I'd say, anyway. Maybe "I kill myself in the name of my humanity, dignity, and most of all, my peace." Maybe "It's finished" or "It's finally over."

What about you guys, any last words?

 

[thenamingofcats]

I'm planning on leaving a short poem that I wrote related to dying. I'm a fan of short suicide notes.

If you want to have your last words verbally I think it serves the purpose of preparing you to die and so it could be anything that helps you get into the right frame of mind.

 

[lack]

its always soo impulsive and intense for me, i dont know if i actually will. unless i can get medical assistance in death (which is potentially available for me at some point in the future), i would probably just have lots of long and intense conversations with my loved ones beforehand. that's really how it should be, in my opinion.
but if not, then i imagine i'll just partially hang myself suddenly with only maybe 30ish minutes of preplanning, when im very drunk and stoned, hahah..
i've had so many long thought out attempts in my life where i left behind notes, and also ones where i didn't leave notes. notes always made things worse, in my experience. i know that everyone in my life already understands all my reasons and how i feel. it will be of no surprise to nobody.

if anything, i'd make maybe some artwork or take some nice portraits with my best attempt at smiles in order to give to my loved ones in lieu of a note. i just want them to not forget me, but i also know i don't have anything more to say to them that i haven't already said to them all so many times

 

[Rebecca]

Yes. I'd say fuck you to my parents. That's the main thing. I'd tell my ex husband I'll fucking haunt him till he dies and that I know he'll end up burning in hell… Healthy, rational things like that

 

[Socrates Respecter]

I've sometimes thought about "going out with a bang" so to speak and saying something profound or meaningful before I metaphorically pull the trigger, but then other times I just realize that it doesn't matter, and I don't care, and besides, no one will ever know about it. Maybe not saying anything in and of itself speaks volumes, like when you deliberately don't leave a note.

I don't even know what I'd say, anyway. Maybe "I kill myself in the name of my humanity, dignity, and most of all, my peace." Maybe "It's finished" or "It's finally over."

What about you guys, any last words?

chances are nobody cares what you or I have to say. And if they did, most of them wouldn't understand! Besides, is there something new and original to be said? I don't think so.

 

[Alltheywanted]

There is nothing to be said other than my notes.

 

[EyesOfNight]

I have a thought process very similar to yours in this regard.
I thought about leaving a note to clarify how my death is not caused by a "mental illness" and it's simply my decision. But who is going to take the words of someone diagnosed and dead seriously.
So that's pointless.
I also thought about making a goodbye thread here instead of a note. The issue is that I don't know what I would say exactly (I do have some fantasies) and that no-one would really care since I don't bring anything to the table.
Other than that there is no one that I would need to address a note to. I have cut contact with everyone. My family will already know everything they need to from my past statements when they inevitably get confronted with my burial.
In the end, leaving a note is just a fantasy to make myself seem more important or impactful then I am. A little "hear ye, hear ye, for I am the prophet". It would just be another delusion of grandeur.

 

[crazy world]

Shit, bollocks, arseholes.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Most of my CTB prep involves laying out my last words and typing them for people. There's a lot to say but far too often I just don't have the energy to type. I might have to resort to recordings even though I hate the way I sound and look plus the idea of creating video diaries sounds kind of vain to me.

 

[shelterwhereisleep]

I have so much to say. But really, I just want to tell my person that I love them.

 

[1MiserableGuy]

"Hold my beer and watch this shit"

 

[Dusk till dawn]

If i had to say something it'll be "im free"

 

[Forever Sleep]

'F*ck this. I'm outta here' is my intention but I imagine I'll be in pain/discomfort so, it probably will be a less defiant string of swear words.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

"Fuck you society!! I refuse to be your prisoner. I will get the peace that I always wanted". Of course society wouldn't care as to what I have to say but I say these words for myself, not for society

 

[AdamOndiAhman]

i dont think ill have any last words. ill just smile and sigh my last breath.

 

[Ferdinand Bardamu]

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