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forgotten15

forgotten15

Specialist
Aug 24, 2021
332
Cease to exist definitely. I am not compatible with life.
 
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avoid_slow_death

avoid_slow_death

Ready to embrace the peaceful bliss of the void.
Feb 4, 2020
1,358
Not only do I choose to cease to exist, I wish I could be erased from the reality. Other words, every memory of my existence is erased. I should NEVER have been born. Shoulda been vacuumed out of my mother's womb in the first place.
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,621
I just want to go back to 2005
 
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WrongPlaceWrongTime

WrongPlaceWrongTime

Better never to have been
Jul 4, 2021
695
Cease to exist. Just allow my soul to rest in the void as it originally did.
 
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rationaltake

rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
2,707
Maybe be reincarnated in a different reality as a different creature. A world without all the inequality and suffering.
 
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viniboi9

viniboi9

Member
Nov 16, 2021
26
i dont want my consciousness to be imprisoned in a body, I want to be free

but then again realistically speaking nothingness is fine too I guess
 
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Grumpy Bear

Grumpy Bear

People are poison
Jul 21, 2021
150
Since I no longer entertain myself with fairytales and am grounded in and accept reality. The only thing I can say is cease to exist.
 
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no username

New Member
Oct 24, 2021
2
I want to be reborn in North Europe
 
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
cease to exist at all fucking costs... the thought of being reincarnated and be similar to the loser i was in the previous life and be bullied again is horrifying. fucking stop existence everything idkl.
 
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Fadeawaaaay

Fadeawaaaay

Visionary
Nov 12, 2021
2,160
Exactly this.
I would never want to be someone else.
Being born again but with the knowledge about mistakes I have made that I have now would be sweet.
Yes please! A do-over!
 
odradek

odradek

Mage
Sep 16, 2021
557
I would most definitely choose to cease to exist if given the choice, no hesitation. Let me escape back to where I was before I was born into this world please. I don't want to do this anymore, I just want the void.
 
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Flying Away

A listening ear is better than suffering in silenc
Nov 20, 2021
393
Sink into oblivion. Just cease to be.
 
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thinkkank

thinkkank

Experienced
Oct 16, 2019
255
i want to be born again as a pampered dog that doesn't get neutered. they seem to never suffer a day in their lives, or maybe a cat. I would be too dumb to think about how fucked things are. I would only eat, shit and get petted. If I do come back I want to be ignorant
there are existences which have little to no suffering. I would like to just once experience that kind of life
 
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61574

61574

Member
Sep 20, 2021
7
I wish I wasn't born as any sentient being. I wish nothing existed, not even rocks or planets.
 
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Ashu

Ashu

novelist, sanskritist, Canadian living in India
Nov 13, 2021
758
It's cute that you think you have a choice in the matter :))
It's a thought experiment. It's fundamenrally human to take positions and adopt attitudes towards things even if they're things we really have no choice about. We're the storytelling animal, for whom even reality is fantasy and fiction.
I'd rather believe in reincarnation. Like all suicides, I love life, just not this one.
 
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Soapie

Soapie

I hope we all can heal from this
Mar 26, 2021
85
If I could be someone's cat or something that'd be nice
 
bascketKase

bascketKase

fairy lights in a darkened sky
Nov 15, 2021
7
I'd like to be reborn as a spirit so I could watch over other people, like a guardian angel — or answer tarot cards, give lucky numbers, make someone win the lottery, whisper something about the future to someone on acid to make them go crazy over it, hide on a children's closet or under their bed, or haunt an ugly doll to make someone use her as a plot for a movie and store her in a closed box. If it doesn't happen, I would like to be reborn as a cat or a dog, so I could bring happiness to someone else's life, or give them a dead bird and get away with it.
 
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Musketeer

Student
Jan 24, 2020
188
if i get to pick the life i'm reincarnated into... then yes.
 
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eternalmelancholy

eternalmelancholy

waiting for the bus
Mar 24, 2021
1,169
I would most definitely choose to cease to exist if given the choice, no hesitation. Let me escape back to where I was before I was born into this world please. I don't want to do this anymore, I just want the void.


Same. The only thing I enjoy about life is sleeping. I imagine death being an eternal sleep. Even if you had a good life once you start getting old your body and mind starts to deteriorate at an alarming rate. I don't think anything in life can make up for aging. I don't want to think about dying again either. I know I can't enjoy life knowing how everything is ultimately pointless.
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
I use to want to be reborn with substantial quality of life being without any physical health conditions, healthy brain, social skills, high self esteem, no traumas but idc anymore just to go through life again just to procreate even if it does have quality to it. No thanks I'll take non existence
 
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flametrees

Member
Nov 22, 2021
16
This question is somehow related to CTB, asking yourself, what do you want for yourself, to be born again, perhaps in other circumstances? Or simply to cease to exist?

For me, I would choose either one, both seem fine to me
I'd like not to exist. This world is not a nice place and I would not like to return here in any form.
 
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diyCTB

Mage
Oct 28, 2018
573
Maybe be reincarnated in a different reality as a different creature. A world without all the inequality and suffering.
If it's reality equal to heaven but it's in physical construct, then I would sign up because experiencing heaven on earth sounds interesting. Anything below that then I would choose eternal nothingness.

Why to be born in a world involving discomfort, pain and suffering in the first place? To be brainwashed that it's how God wants? That I should be grateful for life and be society's "means to an end tool"?
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,201
cease to exist because the world and humanity in general is unbearably selfish and cruel.
 
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lastlife_

Member
Nov 15, 2021
90
I'd like to be reborn.. as someone new.. I don't care who as long as they're passionate, ambitious and happy.
 
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albino_elk

albino_elk

im infj with bpd=dysfunctional trash
Aug 25, 2020
233
Since it's a scientific fact that this universe makes all of our wishes come true, I've decided to be reborn as an immortal sex god who has the power to seduce any man he wants & can have 5 orgasms per hour
Then you shall have it. In the astral.
 
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charcoalcat

charcoalcat

The only thing humans are equal in is death
Apr 17, 2018
124
I wish to be a wandering spirit with memories retained for a while first before deciding. Since there's no physical body, there won't be any pain. And I can occasionally go scare kids.
 
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