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Makko

Makko

Iä!
Jan 17, 2021
2,430
I know, but I assume that there aren't many women who are interested exclusively in big dicks (who genuinely don't care if the guy is morbidly obese or really scrawny or very old or even if he's a fucking green leprechaun) :))
Do green leprechauns have big dicks? If anyone knows it'd be you
 
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Symbiote

Global Mod
Oct 12, 2020
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Do green leprechauns have big dicks? If anyone knows it'd be you
St Patricks Day Food GIF by Lucky Charms

I always knew this green leprechaun was always packing, dude shoots rainbows from his crotch.
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
Yes, if I didn't develop acne skin condition I wouldn't have been a target for verbal comments that made me feel miserable about my skin condition
 
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Callie Arcale

Callie Arcale

It’s a tale told by an idiot signifying nothing
Feb 10, 2021
852
No. I could be the most attractive person in the universe and it wouldn't matter. All I want is my health back. All I want is to be able to stand up and walk again.
 
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motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
It's one of the first questions I ask when trying to date. I don't date men with small ones.
So cruel. :)) I only put dicks in my mouth, so I don't care if they're on the small side.
 
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Jumping_realms

Jumping_realms

★☆★ ☠️★☆★
Jul 4, 2021
483

"Do you think that your life could have been so much better if you looked more physically beautiful?"

It's hard for me to tell because I couldn't possibly be more gorgeous... :sunglasses::))

If you're gay, dick length, girth & shape are very important. A lot of guys of all ages are only interested in nice dicks, which is one of the main reasons I'm still alive at 40 :));-;

naked how to get away with murder GIF by ABC Network
I'm 40 and that really applies to me.

Being primarily a top, if I had a small dick, I'd have been gone years ago. Not sure that's a good thing I'm not gone, though.:pfff:
 
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Symbiote

Global Mod
Oct 12, 2020
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And suddenly the thread has turned specifically into DICKS. Good job!
 
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motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
Do green leprechauns have big dicks? If anyone knows it'd be you
I don't know, tbh. I've never even seen a naked male "little person", much less a real leprechaun. I hope that "little person" is still the PC term

scotty GIF
austin powers docteur denfer GIF
 
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noname223

Archangel
Aug 18, 2020
5,853
I am content with my outer appearance. Maybe dating apps would be easier. But I am deeply unhappy due to other things. Noone wants someone as crippled as me. (In the sense that my mind is crippled not my body.)
Still it is awful to feel ugly. I was very overweight when I was young. I was severly bullied now I am atypical anorexic. Yay!
 
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Apathy's Girl

Apathy's Girl

Student
Jul 20, 2020
102
I was thin and attractive when I was younger and I was still suicidal. Now I'm 50 years old, still suicidal and had a face and neck lift four days ago - so hopefully will be attractive once again. Right now my face and neck are bruised and swollen but i can already see some results; no more double chin or sagging skin. It won't solve my problems. I'll still be bipolar and depressed and unhappy. It's hard when just about everyone you work with is younger than you, especially if you're an older woman who is slightly overweight. By me having the surgery I'm helping to level the playing field a little.
 
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trashbagwhore

New Member
Jul 19, 2021
1
I think one reason for my extreme low self confidence and people disliking my company is that I look ugly. I hate my ugly face so much. If I looked prettier, my life could have been so much better.It's my ugly teeth which I'm most insecure about. Because of that I can't even smile freely.I should have had braces as a child but my parents were too poor to afford it for me.If I was born to a wealthy family I could have been able to afford surgery and fix the things I'm insecure about my looks but not only I'm poor, I'm ugly and mentally ill too. Being poor,ugly and mentally ill is the worst combination. Prince charming only married Cinderella because she was physically stunning looking and mentally healthy even if she was poor. Being pretty and having a likeable personality is a must have for a girl to attract good opportunities in life. I would not miss anything about me if I kill myself. I see news about extremely good looking girls with friends and a good social life ended up killing themselves so what do I have to lose compared to them? I have nothing. I want to stop feeling this pain and misery. Some people have both good and bad days but everyday is a miserable day for me. I wish I had a magical drink or something which I can drink and die quickly. It's not having a fast and reliable method which takes forever for me to take actions to kill myself.
I definitely know it would be a lot better if I were prettier. I pretty much can't even look in mirrors anymore because my face makes me sick. I feel sorry for people having to look at me. So of course I'm gonna die alone and shit when way better looking people get life handed to them. I've seen it happen, careers, lovers with fat bank accounts, etcetera.
 
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aloneagainnaturally

aloneagainnaturally

Member
Sep 15, 2020
7
I'm considered "beautiful" whatever that means by most people's standards. Because of how I look, I was regularly raped and and sold into sex slavery as a teenager. Thankfully, I am no longer in that situation. Unfortunately, due to my looks I still have had to deal with insane stalkers who have made my life miserable through various means and people who pretend to give a shit about me either to get into my pants or to use my looks to advance their own interests. At the end of the day, I'm sure good looks can make people's lives better if they are in good circumstances already. Maybe if they are rich, have a family who actually gives a fuck about them, or whatever. In my case, my looks coupled with shitty luck and environmental factors have caused me nothing but misery and pain. Nobody actually gives a fuck about me even though I've tried really hard to get people to see past my exterior. I'm miserable, lonely, unloved, and want to put a glock in my mouth most days.
 
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GrizzlyGrapefruit

GrizzlyGrapefruit

Student
Jun 17, 2019
123
Yes because I'm suicidal as a result of the health problems I've had ever since taking an acne medication (Accutane).

Had I never had acne in the first place, I may have never taken the drug, and I'm willing to bet that I would've never become suicidal.
 
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LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,990
It's one of the first questions I ask when trying to date. I don't date men with small one's.
Then l reckon men who have small Willy's have dodged a bullet, And should consider themselves Lucky!!!
 
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Makko

Makko

Iä!
Jan 17, 2021
2,430
And suddenly the thread has turned specifically into DICKS. Good job!
As an internet dicussion continues, the probability of it becoming about dicks approaches 1
 
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loopylou

Learn to fly
Jan 11, 2021
884
Then l reckon men who have small Willy's have dodged a bullet, And should consider themselves Lucky!!!
You like what you like ? It's a sexual preference of mine. No need to waste anyone's time , just honest. But yea, they lucky ;)
 
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Ardesevent

Ardesevent

It’s the end of the line, cowboy
Feb 2, 2020
358
No. I'd still be too scared to talk to people, so I don't have any hope of getting a social life at all unless my brain decides it wants to start working well again.
 
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TheEndTimes

TheEndTimes

A gay 👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨
Aug 23, 2021
68
I'm no model but I'm reasonably attractive. I've had sex with thousands of men. I still pray for death every night.
 
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one.way.out

one.way.out

Student
Jul 9, 2021
135
I think some people would be helped by being more attractive, some wouldn't.
 
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again_noidea

again_noidea

Experienced
Apr 22, 2021
254
I think one reason for my extreme low self confidence and people disliking my company is that I look ugly. I hate my ugly face so much. If I looked prettier, my life could have been so much better.It's my ugly teeth which I'm most insecure about. Because of that I can't even smile freely.I should have had braces as a child but my parents were too poor to afford it for me.If I was born to a wealthy family I could have been able to afford surgery and fix the things I'm insecure about my looks but not only I'm poor, I'm ugly and mentally ill too. Being poor,ugly and mentally ill is the worst combination. Prince charming only married Cinderella because she was physically stunning looking and mentally healthy even if she was poor. Being pretty and having a likeable personality is a must have for a girl to attract good opportunities in life. I would not miss anything about me if I kill myself. I see news about extremely good looking girls with friends and a good social life ended up killing themselves so what do I have to lose compared to them? I have nothing. I want to stop feeling this pain and misery. Some people have both good and bad days but everyday is a miserable day for me. I wish I had a magical drink or something which I can drink and die quickly. It's not having a fast and reliable method which takes forever for me to take actions to kill myself.
I do look quite good (at least I used to look good), and you are right, it can be advantageous. Anyway, I had a long relationship with a girl that head very crooked teeth, i mean they were all over the place and her lower jaw was protruding, but i loved her very much. She was ashamed of her teeth, she always held a hand up over her mouth when she was laughing, and it broke my hearth that she was so self-conscious about it. My friends were somewhat riddled why i would be with a girl like her, but i didn't even think about her teeth, sure she looked somehow alien, but I loved her and I found her beautiful and attractive. I never focused on her teeth i saw her whole being and that being was beautiful. She eventually got confident, and I think she stopped giving a fuck about what people thought about her teeth.
Looks determine 99% of your life, being born ugly is a death sentence
that's not true. I know many people who are very beautiful people even though their facial or bodily features are not conventionally attractive. Beauty is a question of health, being healthy in your body and in your heart and mind is the real key to being beautiful. When your mind is unhealthy, it spills somehow over to your physical appearance. People might not notice it in the beginning, but eventually they will "see" it.
 
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auror.

Member
Jun 7, 2021
51
No. My life would be better if I were a normal person.
 
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m9q2As2$IG

Member
Aug 25, 2021
24
Possibly? I currently have zero friends, and a lot of people leave me. It's not that I feel a constant hindering of my abilities because I am ugly, meaning I do not actively contemplate that when I am struggling, but maybe if I were more physically appealing to more people ("the general public") I would have more friends and acquaintances I talk to.

Having almost nobody to talk to is a big part of why I feel very "hindered" generally, if you will.
 
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doesntevenmatter

Member
Aug 12, 2021
64
For the most part I don't think my looks have anything to do with my depression and suicidal thoughts, so no I don't think it would have an effect. There's some fatal flaw in me that causes me to care way too much and for people to use me, and that's just the half of it.
 
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seeking2learn

Member
Aug 18, 2021
51
No such thing as a visually ugly person, only ugly minds. People's appearance differ from person to person, but an ugly mind is an ugly mind. Depression does not care about your looks. Equal opportunity illness.
 
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A_miStake_of_NATURE

A_miStake_of_NATURE

I wish no one had to CTB..........
Aug 14, 2020
703
I wouldn't say so much better. But possibly better. I would've probably made different choices in my life. But I think I would still want to die
 
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Thisgirlwantstosleep

Thisgirlwantstosleep

A pointless life had in a pointless world
Mar 11, 2019
130
Feels like I wrote this post honestly.

People will gaslight you and tell you no, but truly if I grew with the face I was supposed to have, I could have been a model and made lots of money. I wouldn't be in the situation that's making me feel like killing myself.

I'd have friends. I wouldn't be a virgin at 23 going on 24. Life in general would be more colourful.

Being beautiful is like a domino effect and ugliness is the same but on an opposite scale.

Being ugly leads to bullying which leads to mental health issues which get in the way of education and job prospects. There's even been studies to show that unattractive people get less job opportunities.

Being ugly is a curse and I never want to live on this earth again if it means I'll do it in a less than perfect vessel.
 
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Ozzyos

Member
Aug 1, 2021
11
Since becoming an adult, I've always been fairly handsome. It's a privilege of course but very far from a guarantee of happiness.

There are a ton of beautiful ppl who are extremely insecure, self hating and full of negative thoughts. How you feel about yourself does not necessarily correlate with how others see you.

Its always tempting to say if I was richer, sexier, smarter I would be so much happier but not necessarily. For many of us, it is the thoughts that bring us here, the contemptuous mind that refuses to rest and constant anxiety. These thoughts relate to how we view ourselves, our deeply rooted fears, and our failure to live up to our own standards. It is not a given that it would change even with vastly different circumstances. If your mind is programmed to think in a negative, anxious way and you hold a ton of regrets about things that can't be changed, and blame yourself for it you will be miserable no matter how well off or good you are in other peoples minds.
 
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bunnies

Member
Mar 13, 2020
25
i think some things would have been better but ultimately i was ruined as a person so young, that i don't think it will have made any difference if was super beautiful or anything, i'm still me and something is fundamentally wrong with me as a being.
 
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Fakereality

Fakereality

Student
Aug 4, 2021
130
Any shit coming out of the mouth of people with attractive appearances seem so knowledgeable and sweet even if it's nothing but bullshit so that's one advantage another advantage is that when I look in the mirror I won't feel sad or regretfull everyday of my shitty appearance.
 
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