Do you still have things you need to do before you go?

[braziliansuicidegirl]

Do you still have things you need to do before you go? Like a last wish that you want to fulfill, even if it's something silly like going somewhere you've always dreamed of.
Also, do you have plans for your final days? what do you want to do in the last moments?
I was thinking about these things

 

[jodes2]

Nah I'm not getting rid of stuff by CTB or writing notes or other admin, and I don't really enjoy anything so can't think of any way I'd want to treat myself. I already treat myself wherever possible anyway so nothing would change before I CTB

 

[leeloosnow]

fuck no i ate all my X again and id never ever ever ever get rid of it (unless im burying it somewhere before i dose) imo its always okay to delay but i want my option i worked for this shit.

 

[TheCyberian]

I'm planning to pawn some of my more expensive possessions to buy my friends something nice before I go. My final days will probably be pretty uneventful though. I'm going to be stoned 24/7 that's for sure.

 

[Domimi]

Hmm, I have some ideas that I consider funny and I wish I did them before dying, but they are not that uncommon: doing certain drugs and giving them to dogs, eating raw meat with street dogs, paying expensive prostitutes for beggars, putting lye in one of my eyes just to know how it is to be half-blind, giving away my money to random ppl, faking my own death to see family reaction etc.

 

[Mia11]

Except being there for thanksgiving and Christmas for my family, no there is nothing else. Life has been unbearable for a while now and I don't think I'll be able to go on for long after that. I'm ordering SN in a couple of days, then it will just be a matter of time.

 

[Freebird4567]

I've got loans that I want to pay as much off as possible ,so it won't be passed onto my sister to pay off.
And obviously buying SN and saving enough money to book a hotel or air bnb for at least a week

 

[JJJ]

I've largely given up on doing anything for myself.
My tasks mostly focus on reducing the burden on those I leave behind (paying back loans, getting rid of "stuff", organizing accounts and preparing my will)

 

[gimzero]

I have some thinks to do and then to go to hades this is not a life to me.

 

[GetMeOut]

Before I die, I would like to have a normal, happy life. That's my to-do list, which is also, of course, nothing but a bitter fantasy. No, there's nothing I want to do now. I gave up on goals and dreams a long time ago.

 

[justwanasleep]

I need to make sure my mum will take on my Guinea pigs I'm 100% sure she will no problems but one of my girls has heart disease and takes 2 medications daily so I need to make sure she's going to get the right meds and right dose when I'm no longer here.
Also one girl needs a small operation to remove a wart type thing but I'm getting that sorted next week. The guilt of leaving my babies is eating me up but they'll be looked after my mum loves them. I want to give my vets some £ and register them in her name so she's in credit and she doesn't have to worry about vets bills for a while.
I'd like to be 27 when I die so I have to wait until after January. I need to try and sort out some sort of funeral plan so it's not all on my family's shoulders. I need to spend a lot of quality time with my Nan she's my world. That's about it it's mainly a waiting game now. On my last few days I'll be chilling and for the first time in years not worrying about my body fat % so I'll be eating out everyday and smoking loads of weed.

 

[BillyBob]

Have been trying to clean my room of anything I own so there is less for people to clean up when I am gone. Other then that it is just finding a time that is less inconvenient for others to not ruin their plans which is hard to do with lots of family members.

 

[crowbait]

I want to write something to completion, so I can say I at least achieved one thing in my life

 

[its-about-time]

A million pointless projects that I distract myself with… done everything important at this point, now it's just random shit I get invested in for short periods of time, but hey, it's something!

 

[maskedvigilante]

i have some game to play. and the damned fear of what happens next.

 

[Tarantula Girl]

Yes i do. I would first have to prepare by not getting anymore pets, crafts, or projects. Then i need to live until most pets have passed from old age(seeing that I've gotten a Chiweenie puppy this year, its going to be awhile lol; i say most because i can't outlive my Sulcata tortoise for sure and my hubby is afraid of feeding my tarantulas). I also need to complete all of my hobby projects I've collected over the years.
This is what's keeping me from CTB while my husband is alive. Besides my fur babies and exotics, my husband is all i live for.

 

[FuneralCry]

There's nothing that I want to do apart from permanently exiting this world. The only wish that I have is to die. That's all that I've ever wished for.
Existing is a horrific experience. Being trapped in the prison that is consciousness and the human body could never be enjoyable to me in any way. There is no benefit to suffering. I'm tired of everything and everything just seems to make me want to ctb more.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I've got all the boring paperwork still to do but I'm underway with some of it- will, notes, funeral.

In terms of stuff I'd like to do before, I really don't know. I'm still hanging on for my Dad at the moment, so that could be quite a while just treading water.

Then I start to wonder though- what would I do if i knew I was going in a week? Of course- SO much of it depends on how much money I have to hand. (Likely not that much.) Plus- I want a house clearance place to deal with my shit- rather than my family- so I feel like I have to leave enough money behind for that.

I do start wondering though- whether it would be nice to go and see some places and say 'goodbye' before I go. I love the sea- I'd like to see that again. I know some folk go on holiday before they go! Makes you think- if we all could choose when our times were, we could make the most of the time we had left (if we had enough health and inclination to do so of course).

I really HATE the phrase 'Live everyday like it's your last' or that whole 'Find things that will make you feel better to do when you are depressed.' I mean- sure- you can spend the odd day here or there like that but you can't spend EVERY day like that- it requires money which means a job which likely means a whole load of time spent doing something you hate for a few moments of something you like while still dreading going back to the thing you hate. If EVERY day for however long it was till your last WAS really all there was- that could actually work. (Of course- not for people who hate every aspect of life.)

 

[niiina]

I wish a could see a dear friend of mine one last time, but he lives overseas and unfortunately is not going to happen, that's what saddens me the most.

Other than that I don't want to do anything. Gonna eat some snacks and see some random thing on YouTube for my final day cause everything else makes me depressed anyway.

 

[harshbarger]

Nope.

Just (i) obtain materials, (ii) wait for a time when I can be away from my family overnight

 

[outrider567]

Do you still have things you need to do before you go? Like a last wish that you want to fulfill, even if it's something silly like going somewhere you've always dreamed of.
Also, do you have plans for your final days? what do you want to do in the last moments?
I was thinking about these things

No, nothing I want or need to do--'no last wishes', nothing dreamed of', all my dreams died when she died--I am merely existing....just waiting around...