Do you regret not killing yourself much earlier?

[Bassem]

Ever since I survived my attempt I've been wishing I had died that day

 

[BlazingBob]

The closest I ever came when I was 25. I'm 50 now. Not doing it back then was a huge mistake. I would've saved a ton of pain. I'm going to do the exit bag method soon. Things don't always get better despite what the sadistic pro lifer normies say.

 

[Goodgirlryeo101]

One of my biggest regret of my life was not being successful in killing myself in 2018.

 

[Moonset]

100% yes

 

[Uisonnasgeneta]

Yes. It would have spared me and my relatives so much pain

 

[lawlietsph]

Absolutely. I regret not killing myself every single day. I'm just a waste of space

 

[sombernights]

In a way I'm happy I waited, I told myself since I was like 8 years old I'd wait until I'm 25 and if life isn't better by then, I'll CTB. Well I'm 25 now and just got my heartbroken again feeling the same low I've felt my whole life alone, and as if no one truly loves me. I can at least say I gave myself the chance but now I feel like it's time for me to go…

 

[Andarosh]

No, I haven't done anything bad enough untill last year where I would realise what kind of person I am, and so I believe I should be gone now.

 

[Huntfish34]

As some others have stated, it's all a 2 way street for me..... 50/50 straight up. I would have missed out on numerous terrible and tragic experiences, which would have been a good thing I suppose.... But I have also had some enjoyable times, being with family/ friends, meeting new people, appreciating the small things........

I'm kinda indifferent myself, and I Absolutely Fckn hate it. Only a matter of time, If and when that day comes. Who knows. - Fml. --

 

[iceyogurt]

I do regret not properly going through with it about a year ago as it does feel things in life only got more complicated this year. With all the effort of trying different things to find that something which makes life meaningful, but it's all wasted effort in the end. At this point I'm only keeping myself alive for one person and I know it's inevitably going to be a shock when I finally clock out of this miserable life, but I don't know if there's really a way to prepare someone for that. I've started putting all my affairs in order so I could have the peace of mind to finally follow through with it.

 

[sunfl0wer]

I regret not going through with it as a teenager. I've had some interesting experiences since then, but I'm not happy with how my life has turned out.

 

[Thisisme373]

Yes I regret it massively, It would have saved me so much severe pain, that is still ongoing everyday, it's torture

 

[hamtaro]

I regret not making a plan and gathering materials earlier, when I was healthy enough to do so....

 

[Deleted member 31858]

Of course, the ideal would have been more than 10 years ago when I didn't care about anything and my grandmother passed away. Also 2 years ago I should have done it and not wait for my failed attempt a few months ago for not choosing the right place. Now I don't know when I will be able to because of the responsibility I acquired by having a puppy.

 

[imlookingforward]

i regret surviving (had a suicide attempt that nearly did kill me but just my fucking luck they managed to revive me)