Venting Do you really hate life?

[FuneralCry]

I do and that's why I prefer the sound of not existing forever, death is better, death means peace and relief from suffering. Existence certainly is something to despise, it's repulsive how existing beings are so unnecessarily forced into this hellish reality, burdened with the ability to suffer and I could never see suffering as being desirable.

There is no benefit to existing, it's just a meaningless process of waiting around to die, existence just wasn't worth enduring in the first place, there's no justifcation for all this suffering, it's unacceptable.
There could just never be any peace in this cycle of senseless suffering and cruelty where chance so cruelly determines everything, existence just causes harm and that's why I wish to cease existing, as only death can being me peace.

I only wish for the eternity of death, it feels logical to wish for death as to die removes one from the source of all suffering. I wish it's possible to easily escape from this existence in peace, to sleep eternally without pain or struggle.
But yet humans are just expected to delay the inevitable where they are trapped with themselves, it's inhumane, it's further proof that this world is such a hellish place, existing is only suffering, it's always preferable to not exist.

 

[End Durance]

I don't HATE hate life necessarily, but I've long accepted that our species are just so darwinistic and focused on dominating each other, not to mention how two faced we are in general, that death is easier than dealing with Humans who, despite saying they care, will eventually put a value or target on someone if it means furthering their own ambitions or because they finally have enough of that person.

 

[Average Enthusiast]

I can't rlly say I hate life, as there are many good aspects of it, but the bad can outweigh the good tbh. You could be the kindest, most generous and caring person in the world and life will still find a way to punish you. That's the main problem. And it's a problem that will never be fixed, no matter what. Human greed also contributes to these problems too, but I suppose whatever way we were made, it certainly wasn't perfect. At times I feel like just ending it, stop being a victim to life. However, and I know this is petty asf, but I wanna beat it. A massive "fuck you" to it. Sounds goofy asf but sure, its kept me going so

 

[wanttodie]

yes a hate my life and living and need to end my life

 

[rosenwasser]

I don't hate life myself. I'm an Atheist and don't think that there is anything there after I die so it would be preferable for me to have a blast while I'm here. That's not really what's happening, obviously, otherwise I wouldn't be here. But for me that's the bad outweighting the good. I'm really neutral about the nature of existence. I don't think there is a meaning or purpose here and I don't view it as inherently bad - the existence and life is what we make of it and the society I'm living in is not really made for people like me.

That said, I understand your point of view too and hope you find the peace you wish for very soon. It hurts me that you are stuck here even though you would much prefer to end it all.

 

[Girlfriend]

No. I don't hate life— not even a little. I have hatred for certain aspects of life that I do believe will be different (hopefully for the better) in decades and decades from now. I think there are a lot of beautiful things about life. Easier said than done, but I think it's been easier to come to terms with dying after accepting the bad aspects and learn to appreciate whatever I can in the meantime… even if it's just a slice of pizza. It's a wonderfully random experience that I'm alive and eating a slice of pizza for a million different reasons.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Mostly, yes. It just seemes like a whole long sequence of things I don't want to do.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I don't hate my life and also I don't hate existing bc my life would be pretty much good if there weren't some unsolvable issues that are the cause that I can't live my life the way I want. But that's not a reason to hate my life in general.

 

[ultrasharpy123456]

I don't hate life, Funeral Cry. I hate myself and I wish life wasn't a thing.

 

[AerialBoundaries]

Life hates me.

 

[アホペンギン]

I hate my life because I half assed it. Life itself isn't very bad if you have been fortunate throughout the time you have been alive.

 

[Darkover]

I hate the world and people in general. I've never seen so many backwards people believing in god and shit just bat shit crazy people, the earth for the vast majority is a shithole there simply isn't anywhere near enough resources to live a rich forfulling lifetime and thats the way it will stay for the seeable future, i don't hate life just hate how shit its been to me all these years i wouldent ever want to exist again on this earth it's a hellhole and nothing good last here for very long at all i hate being made powerless and helpless and hopeless to change my situation all because of shitty money and being enslaved in awful shit i've had to live in a shithole all my life never had a home of my own

 

[unique snowflake]

Yes, i do. FuneralCry.

 

[CTBookOfLife]

Do I hate life? Yes—at least currently. The thing is that many of my alters, possibly most, do not.

 

[Borderline]

There is nothing I hate more in life than life itself.

 

[Captive_Mind515]

Life very clearly hates me.

I'm merely just returning the sentiment… "right back at ya life… the feeling is mutual…"

 

[Grav]

I don't "hate" life but am done with it. It's like being stuck with an annoying person and you want to be somewhere else. To me hating life means being angry at it and I'm generally not always switched on with anger.

 

[thebookofdisquiet.]

No, it is what it is, why hate the game when I can simply stop playing it instead?

 

[ayaneechan]

I can't tell if I hate life or if I just hate how my life is.

After some attempts, I still not get how it's possible that some failed, that was literally unluck. I tried to understand why I'm still here, what's the point. Life seems pointless, but something still keeps me here and I hope my next attempt to be successful.

 

[Klophy]

I can't say I hate life itself, but I do hate my life/myself

 

[AloneInCollege]

Absolutely. I hate myself and my life so so much

 

[Resinn66]

Life is nothing but a form of punishment, that should have never existed in my opinion.Does a benevolent god really want this?

 

[future.]

just like i said before i think how overrated life is is corny

 

[kateve]

I don't hate life itself, I hate what humans have turned it into. Life has so much beauty; I love nature, animals, the smell of morning rain, reading a good book, discovering something new, hearing a song the entire day because it's so damn good I want it printed in my brain

What do all these things have in common? In these small moments, LIFE=PEACE.

And then comes the human, with its two faces, backstabbing, and its love for chaos and causing pain and fear to others.

Perhaps if I hadn't been born a human, I would have enjoyed life in this world much more.

 

[uniqueusername987]

I don't know if I hate it as much as I just don't think it's worth it. I don't see the point.

 

[Parnate]

I love life, but hate that I am so incapable and dysfunctional to lead a fulfilling life.

 

[NoHorizon]

I don't hate life, in fact some aspects of life I love and am really upset about never being able to experience once I kill myself.

I've fucked my life up through poor decisions and have been fucked through other people's poor decisions, that's all.

 

[Amelie]

I don't hate the concept of life at all. I don't wish I'd never been born. I love so many things about life and have had some beautiful moments.
What I do hate though, is living with bpd, how it makes me feel and react to people, how I'm viewed by people, how I feel broken and dysfunctional and how I'm seen as an 'unhinged mess' (quote from Jeremy there..) by certain types of normie who have never experienced mental illness.

 

[Arihman]

I do hate both my life and life itself. The former is referring to my individual existence, and the latter to the phenomenon of life.

Life is a completely useless, as despite producing many good individual existences, the presence of those lives is unnecessary, and the price to be paid for that (fragile and easily deatroyable) fun will be the equally unnecessary torture victims who will either hate this world, and want to end their life, or become addicted to it in spite of the abuse, and cope with some religious bullshit, thus being more prone to create other beings. And at least some of these new individuals will suffer so much that they'll kill themselves.

One can affirm one's individual good life, and be grateful that it went so well (if some bad event doesn't end up ruining it later on), but the phenomenon of life is, honestly, indefensible from a rational point of view.

 

[weisel]

5 mins ago my ago my mom asked me how I was doing and I almost screamed at her "I wish u aborted me"