Do you really care about your parents

[monolog]

Or is it just SI affect your way of thinking

 

[Doll Steak]

To a degree I do, even though they're not the best people.

It won't stop me though. I just feel a small sense of guilt knowing the pain my passing would bring them.

 

[kosmischerunfall]

NOPE AND NOPEEE, they never cared about me, they neglected my emotional needs trough my childhood, made a mess [me] that could be a potential danger and even if i explained my mental struggles they didn't want to understand.
they will be happy without my heavy baggage
i'm a little bit worried about my siblings, they seem to turn into a version of me..
stupid parents continue to make my siblings, though they have no idea on how to be a parent
sorry i'm just in lot of pain mentally that i don't see another scapegoat for my situation.

 

[darksouls]

my parents are the reason why I am mentally and emotionally broken
they are scum
I despise them

 

[Grog]

I would be lying if I said I didn't. I wish I didn't care about them, but I do. They've done many things to me over the years that has left me feeling betrayed and neglected. But, I still see the humanity in them.

 

[Anonymousa]

I don't care about my parents at all when it comes to my suicide. They created me then trying to prevent my suicide attempts leading me to continue this life I don't wish to experience. I feel no guilt for what grief or pain I would cause to them if I find a way to die as they are the ones who caused me to suffer this life and force me to continue it. SI doesn't have any effect how I view them.

 

[Hollowman]

Yeah I care about my parent. She's pretty much the only reason I keep living my miserable life. If I can outlast her I'll check out the day she does.

 

[Subhumano]

Yes i dont rope becausd theyll be sad

 

[thendtocome]

NOPE AND NOPEEE, they never cared about me, they neglected my emotional needs trough my childhood, made a mess [me] that could be a potential danger and even if i explained my mental struggles they didn't want to understand.
they will be happy without my heavy baggage
i'm a little bit worried about my siblings, they seem to turn into a version of me..
stupid parents continue to make my siblings, though they have no idea on how to be a parent
sorry i'm just in lot of pain mentally that i don't see another scapegoat for my situation.

Some parents are just still selfish children... They never read enough to give their child a better life chance

 

[nuva]

I love my family, but not so much that it motivates me to continue living.
I will leave them money so they don't have to pay for cremation. And I know they have people who can support them, so I worry less about guilt.

 

[starboy2k]

do i care about my parents? fuck no
is it just SI? fuck yes and I will overcome that soon

 

[TAW122]

Yes and no. In the sense of appreciating meeting my needs and raising me, yes, but they are also one of the factors (though much less) towards my eventual CTB. I suppose that could be familial love just by default, but logically speaking, no, I don't have the best relations with them, I'm just with them due to circumstance of sentience. As of current day, no they aren't the main cause of CTB, I have other reasons and causes, personal and external. I am also not letting me hold me back from CTB'ing, I am going follow through on my own terms, not out of hatred, getting back, or anything.

 

[wham311]

I irrationally hate them for putting me here and I can't cut it, and for not being able to get me out of it.

I have really damaged the relationship.

My mom attempted suicide growing up many times and for some reason I was not concerned but I'm pretty sure I will be absolutely fucking devastated when they go, and when my dog goes.

Was a wreck for months and fell into addiction when my last dog died.

 

[Ligottian]

They are both dead.

 

[BRAINWORMS]

Yes. I love them and wish I could've been less of a disappointment and source of heartbreak.

 

[JealousOfTheElderly]

They are both dead.

I am not being facetious, I envy you.

 

[laceydreams]

No because they didn't care about me all my life

 

[fallendevil]

I resent them but I also love them to death, I hate thinking about them hurting over me but I also feel so angry that I was brought on this earth when I genuinely don't belong here.

 

[Pluto]

 

[Poiter1987]

Yes and no.yother currently has a brain tumour and im to self obsesses with sucicde to care. She's also been a point of pain throughout my life. A very manipulative person with alcohol issues. I do love her and my dad. But she makes it hard. My dad is an amazing person.

 

[cat_enjoyer22]

Honestly, there's nothing I hate more than my parents. Never support me, never care about me. Just constant yelling.

 

[bl33ding_heart]

I hate and resent my parents for all of the abuse I faced throughout my life. And I wish I didn't, but unfortunately I do still care about them to a small degree. I know my parents have both been through hell themselves growing up. So I can understand why they are the way they are and what led them to treating me the way they did. But it still doesn't excuse what they put me through, and I hate them so much for it.

 

[jazzcat621]

They gave no care for me growing up. I dont think I ever developed much emotion for them beyond just as human beings. Im completely indifferent to what their response to my death would be, though I know it would hurt them.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Yes. My Dad is a good person and I love him a great deal. My resolve is to wait for him to go before I feel able to. But then, I'm sure SI will make an appearance after that.

 

[AuraByte]

My mother, yes.

My father... I am indifferent.

 

[cemeteryismyhome]

Not so much. I do, but it's not holding me back. They shun me because I changed from Jehovah's Witness to Catholic. They wouldn't even know for a long time, maybe never.

 

[usernamesarehard]

Yes and no. I do love my mom and plan on wiring her all the money I've saved before I ctb. I don't have much now, but hopefully it'll be a couple thousand when my date arrives. But I don't love her enough to not ctb if I feel ready when the time comes.

 

[divinemistress87]

I care about my dad but I imagine he will be dead in 5 years anyways. My mom I never felt a bond with her . All the years I cried to her to please find me help and she didnt has made me not like her to much

 

[kopebaldy]

No.
There's nothing wrong with them, the "wrong" is all mine.
I appreciate and grateful to everything they did for me over the years. All the sacrifices, I don't think I can ever repay that debt.
But that is that and this is this. I never asked to be born.

 

[_AllCatsAreGrey_]

I don't care about my parents. I have a very distant relationship with them.