sherlock
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- Jul 9, 2026
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Im glad you did :)There are certain personality flaws about myself that I do not like, but I think everyone has those. I used to hate myself, but that was when I let outside social pressure determine my worth. Since I have stopped caring about what anyone else thinks about me, I have found myself and love who I am.
I hope your suffering ends.I do yes, but I had to learn to accept that there were certain things outside of my control and that hating myself over them wasn't getting me anywhere. Only reason I still want to die though is to end my suffering or prevent future suffering from finding its way to me.
I'm sorry that you hate yourself because you probably aren't that bad of a person.
Oh, I've never thought of it this way… I'm glad you don't have anger.i dont :c i dislike myself very much. not much anger so i dont think it's hate but more like disappointment.
I don't wanna judge, but this sounds like a healthy way of dealing with yourself.I'm like neutral about myself. Neither love or hate, not even like or dislike. If I don't like something about myself, I just ignore it and pretend it doesn't exist. On the other hand I know that the things I do like about myself don't outweigh all the negatives I've pushed away. It's like a limbo state.
i was like that also. im more calm these days i still do get angry at myself naturally but only if ive done something to upset other people. because of it i also do not want anyone irl to learn anything abt this so i want my first attempt to be the last i dont think i can ever forgive myself if i lived to see how it effected people in my life.Oh, I've never thought of it this way… I'm glad you don't have anger.
I've just realized Im full of anger and disappointment. I think the anger part is what makes me so self-destructive.
do you also hate the version of you in your head?I hate myself. In my head I am someone else but IRL i am totally different person.