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lizzywizzy09

Arcanist
May 11, 2024
463
Does anyone have a date or rough timeline in mind to ctb? I feel like I'm just waiting around to die but without a concrete plan.
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,403
I don't have a concrete plan yet either. Planning takes so much energy. I'm hoping I'll be out of here at least by next year but I say that every year 🤔
 
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lizzywizzy09

Arcanist
May 11, 2024
463
I don't have a concrete plan yet either. Planning takes so much energy. I'm hoping I'll be out of here at least by next year but I say that every year 🤔
Same. But my situation keeps getting worse, something's gotta give.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
1,788
I have a plan but no hard-set date. I find setting a date makes it this ominous thing and it makes SI so hard to overcome. I figure if I have my method set and ready to go I can use it at any time.

This actually worked well for my previous attempt. I spent a few weeks planning/practicing. I woke up that morning not necessarily planning to ctb that day but by afternoon I realized "Y'know what? I'm ready". Went into it very calm. Didn't plan/practice enough though as my method didn't work. 😖
 
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onbekend

onbekend

Experienced
Jan 14, 2024
266
I've already taken it into consideration. My 19th birthday is the last day I have to do it. My method requires that I plan ahead, so that's gotta start soon considering that I'm growing ever closer to my deadline.
 
theboy

theboy

Illuminated
Jul 15, 2022
3,116
my timeline is not on this earthly plane
 
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Timothy7dff

Timothy7dff

Wizard
Apr 10, 2024
658
Mine is money based rather than time based.
 
Kurai

Kurai

Suffering
Jul 23, 2023
242
probably next month or in 2 months I'll be dead (:
 
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cowboypants

cowboypants

From milkyway
May 7, 2024
410
Does anyone have a date or rough timeline in mind to ctb? I feel like I'm just waiting around to die but without a concrete plan.
I want to do it this year, just not sure about the date.

I feel I'm not prepared to go mentally. I plan to read some books on it if possible. And also improve my knowledge on SN. I'm a perfectionist, I can't help it, lol

I want to use my dads criticizing day as my fuel, but as it can be any random day I'm not sure about this. I just don't know how long I need to hold as their birthdays are coming up I don't mind doing on my dads' bday month that is next month. But that would be likely too soon in my books
 
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hadenough58

Looking for Understanding
Mar 7, 2024
128
It is not having a plan that is my biggest concern, I know I should and I keep promisingly myself I will but I cannot seem to motivate myself.
I fear I will just jump into it and it will be painful and messy at best or fail at worst which is why I know I NEED a plan.
 
lkjhgfdsa1

lkjhgfdsa1

🖤
Apr 17, 2024
442
I'm trying to make plans to stay sane
but it's quite scary
cuz i'm afraid i'll make mistakes
 
Doctor Logan

Doctor Logan

Member
Apr 26, 2024
18
I try to make deadlines for myself, but I usually don't follow through because something comes up or I don't have the resources
 

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