Do You Have a Timeline?

[lizzywizzy09]

Does anyone have a date or rough timeline in mind to ctb? I feel like I'm just waiting around to die but without a concrete plan.

 

[divinemistress36]

I don't have a concrete plan yet either. Planning takes so much energy. I'm hoping I'll be out of here at least by next year but I say that every year

 

[lizzywizzy09]

I don't have a concrete plan yet either. Planning takes so much energy. I'm hoping I'll be out of here at least by next year but I say that every year

Same. But my situation keeps getting worse, something's gotta give.

 

[Forveleth]

I have a plan but no hard-set date. I find setting a date makes it this ominous thing and it makes SI so hard to overcome. I figure if I have my method set and ready to go I can use it at any time.

This actually worked well for my previous attempt. I spent a few weeks planning/practicing. I woke up that morning not necessarily planning to ctb that day but by afternoon I realized "Y'know what? I'm ready". Went into it very calm. Didn't plan/practice enough though as my method didn't work.

 

[onbekend]

I've already taken it into consideration. My 19th birthday is the last day I have to do it. My method requires that I plan ahead, so that's gotta start soon considering that I'm growing ever closer to my deadline.

 

[theboy]

my timeline is not on this earthly plane

 

[steppingoff]

yes - soon

 

[Timothy7dff]

Mine is money based rather than time based.

 

[Kurai]

probably next month or in 2 months I'll be dead (:

 

[cowboypants]

Does anyone have a date or rough timeline in mind to ctb? I feel like I'm just waiting around to die but without a concrete plan.

I want to do it this year, just not sure about the date.

I feel I'm not prepared to go mentally. I plan to read some books on it if possible. And also improve my knowledge on SN. I'm a perfectionist, I can't help it, lol

I want to use my dads criticizing day as my fuel, but as it can be any random day I'm not sure about this. I just don't know how long I need to hold as their birthdays are coming up I don't mind doing on my dads' bday month that is next month. But that would be likely too soon in my books

 

[hadenough58]

It is not having a plan that is my biggest concern, I know I should and I keep promisingly myself I will but I cannot seem to motivate myself.
I fear I will just jump into it and it will be painful and messy at best or fail at worst which is why I know I NEED a plan.

 

[lkjhgfdsa1]

I'm trying to make plans to stay sane
but it's quite scary
cuz i'm afraid i'll make mistakes

 

[Doctor Logan]

I try to make deadlines for myself, but I usually don't follow through because something comes up or I don't have the resources