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do you feel guilty towards your family for wanting to CTB?

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NeedAnEscape

NeedAnEscape

awaiting the end
Oct 16, 2023
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I know that grief is difficult to bear for loved ones. I often imagine scenarios where I can see those close to me coping with my passing. I know that people care about me, even if they don't support me in the ways I'd expect them to. As much as I hate myself, I still know that my death would leave a negative impact on others. Yet, simultaneously, life has left a negative impact on me. My suicidal thoughts are escalating, and I struggle to cope with most ordinary situations. My relationships are on the rocks, and their decline can be partially (even mostly at times) accredited to me. I am in a lot of pain, and I can only hope that my loved ones can find the empathy to understand my decision. No matter how much guilt I feel, the pain of existence hurts more.
 
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