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clown_17

clown_17

Almost gone, it almost worked
Oct 24, 2020
288
Yes I wish that terrible things would happen so that there's be no questioning or SI left and I could have no doubts when I end it
 
NullSz00

NullSz00

Full-Swing Sayonara
Feb 22, 2024
217
I wouldn't say I want them to happen, but more like I deserve them to happen.
 
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bipbapbop

Experienced
Mar 7, 2024
276
I knew a woman who was stabbed in the back of the head. She said she had no idea and just walked home with a knife in her head until she got to her front door and collapsed. I've been fantasizing about that a lot lately since it sounds like she didn't feel any pain.
 
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Meteora

Ignorance is bliss
Jun 27, 2023
2,001
I wish for death to happen to me. Heart attack, terminal cancer, car accident.... whatever.
The urge I'm describing is not to die, but to suffer.
My second name is suffer. Don't think I ve done much more in this life so far.
I have definitly no need for more suffering.
 
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kyuuketsuki

kyuuketsuki

weeb & neet ♡
Oct 8, 2023
188
so many times over the years. i've always wished i had it worse to better "justify" struggling so much after what i've been through. although i know i've been through enough, maybe there's a side of me that enjoys my past suffering and misses it and the drama of it all. i also had many intrusive thoughts.
 
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