Discussion Do You Ever Wish For Bad Things To Happen To You?

[clown_17]

Yes I wish that terrible things would happen so that there's be no questioning or SI left and I could have no doubts when I end it

 

[NullSz00]

I wouldn't say I want them to happen, but more like I deserve them to happen.

 

[bipbapbop]

I knew a woman who was stabbed in the back of the head. She said she had no idea and just walked home with a knife in her head until she got to her front door and collapsed. I've been fantasizing about that a lot lately since it sounds like she didn't feel any pain.

 

[Meteora]

I wish for death to happen to me. Heart attack, terminal cancer, car accident.... whatever.

The urge I'm describing is not to die, but to suffer.

My second name is suffer. Don't think I ve done much more in this life so far.
I have definitly no need for more suffering.

 

[vampire2002]

so many times over the years. i've always wished i had it worse to better "justify" struggling so much after what i've been through. although i know i've been through enough, maybe there's a side of me that enjoys my past suffering and misses it and the drama of it all. i also had many intrusive thoughts.