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PersonBeforeLife

PersonBeforeLife

I'm the surplus, I'm tired of the lottery of life.
Aug 28, 2026
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yeah I'm thinking of doing the same but I still think it's a form of dehumanization, I still hate it when people say suicidal people are weak .
Broken not weak but I get you. Regarding dehumanisation I already did that to myself. I said straight to my psychiatrists face that I'm a parasite that should be exterminated and she wasn't too happy. And to everyone else I'd openly admit that I'm contaminated and I sadly contaminate others as having a suicidal person in your life is... There's no good for a normal person to have that.

Honestly I'd vote in favour of capital punishment or rather euthanasia for incurable depression but given that Norah Vincent died in Switzerland from medically assisted dying for incurable depression maybe I don't even need to. It's just the procedure is 1300 CHF which isn't cheap but I can afford it so who cares. Also interestingly in Switzerland here they don't actually use sodium nitrate for medically assisted dying. And yet I thought sodium nitrate was the Ideal gold standard.
 
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Sep 21, 2025
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my friend mentioned how horrible he felt when he was diagnosed with schizophrenia and I opened up to him about having suicidal thoughts and he told me suicide is weak , I didn't talk to him ever since, it happened 1 month ago , I don't know why suicide is so stigmatized even for people with horrible pain and mental illnesses , it's like they're ignoring all the pain we are going through, what do you think about normies thinking we are weak for thinking about suicide?
I think you should talk to your friend about it.
They're struggling too.
I don't think it so bad, what they said. It's difficult for someone to understand what we're going through.
Lonliness is a common theme on this site. Me included. I wish I had kept more people in my life, instead of cutting them off.
 

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