Discussion do you ever think of who will find your body?

[tsykoais]

and who will clean up?

i know its the same with people that die of non self-inflicted causes like murder and natural causes

but still one of my biggest barriers with this, wish there were more places like aokigahara

 

[ForeverCaHa]

I feel bad for the hotel employee who will have to find me. I will write a note to warn them what's inside the room, but that's not really going to do much to help, I'm sure. The fact is that someone will have to find me, and I would rather that someone not be family, friends, or anyone with any kind of emotional connection to me.

 

[ThatStateOfMind]

All the time tbh. It makes me overthink a lot

 

[DarknessWave]

I think of this sometimes, but i will probably do it in a place where no one can find me.

 

[FuneralCry]

No as by that point I'll be at peace free from the torturous, futile burden of human existence which is all I wish and hope for, I'd be so relieved to never suffer ever again, what comforts me about death is that if I'm gone then nothing can concern me, I cannot suffer in any way and all is finally forgotten, I'd always prefer to not exist no matter what than suffer all for the sake of it, non-existence is all that's desirable and positive for me and is all I've hoped for.

 

[JesiBel]

Sure... although I plan to leave the "scene" as less traumatic as possible.

That my face is covered, since that is what can generate the most impact. I can use a plastic sheeting underneath to cover the ground. And to make sure the body is clean, and going to the bathroom before CTB, maybe it's also good to use some incontinence pads just in case. And as for clothing, I'd rather not leave too much skin showing, it's the most noticeable thing after its color changes.

Anyway, death is like that... ugly.

 

[ThatStateOfMind]

Sure... although I plan to leave the "scene" as less traumatic as possible.

That my face is covered, since that is what can generate the most impact. I can use a plastic sheeting underneath to cover the ground. And to make sure the body is clean, and going to the bathroom before CTB, maybe it's also good to use some incontinence pads just in case. And as for clothing, I'd rather not leave too much skin showing, it's the most noticeable thing after its color changes.

Anyway, death is like that... ugly.

Yeah, agreed, kinda hard to make something like death, "pretty"

 

[ramon]

I live alone at a rental apartment whose landlord has been nice to me.

I just do not have the will or motivation to find a better place to CTB.

Weeks after my (hopefully) successful attempt, neighbors will have to somehow react to the smell of my rotting corpse and contact either the management or the landlord to do something about it.

Either some government agency or the landlord himself will have to break into the property just to find the putrid sludge of my remainings spilling out of the shower booth.

I just feel bad for putting that poor landlord through such an inconvenience. I can't imagine his disappointment and the precautions he'll take against next potential tenants.

 

[ThatStateOfMind]

I live alone at a rental apartment whose landlord has been nice to me.

I just do not have the will or motivation to find a better place to CTB.

Weeks after my (hopefully) successful attempt, neighbors will have to somehow react to the smell of my rotting corpse and contact either the management or the landlord to do something about it.

Either some government agency or the landlord himself will have to break into the property just to find the putrid sludge of my remainings spilling out of the shower booth.

I just feel bad for putting that poor landlord through such an inconvenience. I can't imagine his disappointment and the precautions he'll take against next potential tenants.

You could theoretically schedule an email to someone right? That's how I plan to alert people of my corpse.

 

[ramon]

You could theoretically schedule an email to someone right? That's how I plan to alert people of my corpse.

It's definitely an option.

Then again, there's the possibility of failing to CTB, failing to cancel the scheduled e-mail, and causing a "false alarm" that will put all (directly or indirectly) involved parties on constant alert for your next attempt.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I don't think it matters. I'll be dead. Carefree and dead. Why concern myself with something I have no control over? It all works out. Someone will find me. Someone will haul me away. Someone will clean up if need be. Someone will cremate me. Someone will place my cremains where I designated. Someone will handle my estate. The house will be sold and someone new will live in it. Life will go on.

 

[Marbas]

Honestly I don't want to think about it. I just want to be free of this suffering and not worry about anything anymore

 

[GuppyBoyo]

I'm usually not concerned with issues of the sort because I do not believe that trauma is the responsibility of the person who killed themselves,

As society at large wishes to operate in a way that enables birth without the effective means of death it seems like they have mantled themselves with the responsibility of how their people feel when they find a person who has defied their law of operations.

if they don't wish to be traumatized by us then they should maybe consider holding people who cause birth to the responsibility of providing the means of death, they can do it collectively or make it an individual responsibility, doesn't make a difference in all honesty

but if they wish to operate society in a way that creates and traps human bodies then they have to come to terms with the mortality of those bodies and what that entails


and if you're a person who doesn't necessarily oppose our freedom and happened to get traumatized by one of us...well tough luck for you, try and solve that problem out with the people who keep forcing us here, maybe you'll work something out.

 

[Kbeau]

You could theoretically schedule an email to someone right? That's how I plan to alert people of my corpse.

Me too

 

[ventingfrustrations]

Police officers most likely and there's actually a different person that cleans the scene once it's done and dusted and then the viewing afterwards for funeral services im going to try and make enough to get a rental house
Although it might be unlikely with the current trend of economy

 

[needthebus]

and who will clean up?

i know its the same with people that die of non self-inflicted causes like murder and natural causes

but still one of my biggest barriers with this, wish there were more places like aokigahara

I hadn't prior to read this!!! :-O

 

[LostLily]

I feel sorry for whoever finds my body. I wish I can jump into the ocean and it will never be found.

 

[Turtle Power]

I live alone at a rental apartment whose landlord has been nice to me.

I just do not have the will or motivation to find a better place to CTB.

Weeks after my (hopefully) successful attempt, neighbors will have to somehow react to the smell of my rotting corpse and contact either the management or the landlord to do something about it.

Either some government agency or the landlord himself will have to break into the property just to find the putrid sludge of my remainings spilling out of the shower booth.

I just feel bad for putting that poor landlord through such an inconvenience. I can't imagine his disappointment and the precautions he'll take against next potential tenants.

Keeping everything contained to the bath/shower is just about the nicest thing you can do.

My friend used to do apartment maintenance and he said finding people in the bedroom or living room was the worst because the carpet and floorboards absorbs everything.

 

[PI3.14]

I live with my parents. My plan is to lock the room and secure the door well enough and then ctb. They'll probably need to call 911 to help them break into the room.

How will they know I've killed myself? I'll use one of those apps that let you schedule sms messages to be sent at specific time.

They'll receive a stream of messages of me telling them I'm dead and that they should call 911.

 

[TheSeeker]

I know it will be my Mom...which is extremely sad, but there is no way around it except for waiting for her death...What else can I do though? She knows I have been unhappy for ten years now...I would maybe leave a note saying it's not her fault, but fuck man...after awhile it's just time to call it...

 

[ramon]

Keeping everything contained to the bath/shower is just about the nicest thing you can do.

My friend used to do apartment maintenance and he said finding people in the bedroom or living room was the worst because the carpet and floorboards absorbs everything.

Thanks a million @Turtle Power !!

Your valuable information helps my decision a lot easier to process.

A corpse in an apartment is still a burden for the owner of that apartment, but your two cents on how to make it less difficult for the landlord is highly appreciated!

Cheers

 

[shrizoid]

Not much, with the current method Im thinking if (jumping off a bridge at night into a River in my city) I'm not even sure if I will be found as this River can be rough at times

 

[glitterycheese]

Not much, with the current method Im thinking if (jumping off a bridge at night into a River in my city) I'm not even sure if I will be found as this River can be rough at times

you will just float around until emergency officials get you out of the water (speaking from experience, they will spot your body and investigate the situation.)

 

[shrizoid]

you will just float around until emergency officials get you out of the water (speaking from experience, they will spot your body and investigate the situation.)

Did you attempt this method?

 

[glitterycheese]

Did you attempt this method

No, I have watched emergency services pull bodies out of the lake I live next to and hear about exactly what happened to the people that have passed on the local news. Sometimes it's a killing, sometimes it's a successful attempt.

 

[shrizoid]

No, I have watched emergency services pull bodies out of the lake I live next to and hear about exactly what happened to the people that have passed on the local news. Sometimes it's a killing, sometimes it's a successful attempt.

Alright, thanks

 

[notreallybored]

ב''ה, in this economy, I just remember that if anyone ever does they will be getting paid for it.

 

[galaxid]

I really don't want to do it at home. I live in an apartment and the only way I'd be able to do it at all involves needing my partner to be here so they can do something about my cats. But ctb at home isn't something I think I can do. I guess I worry about the people who live around here.

There's this other thought about how my cats will never really know I'm dead. Its silly but I worry about that, too.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Yes, I think about it and it worries me. Still, the likelihood is it will be the police in my case and then, house clearance companies. So, at least they know it's possible they will be dealing with situations like this.

I want to try to make it as easy as possible for them. Put signs up regarding what to expect. Lay thick plastic down etc. I thought about leaving them some money too although, I'm not sure if they're allowed to take it.

I feel bad but then I also feel like- if we were given the option to pass peacefully at a clinic, all of this could be avoided.

 

[waistcoat]

I think about this relatively frequently. I'm not sure who i'd want to find me. I know my family would want a funeral, so my body needs to be found, but preferably not by family or unprepared friends, but i'd also like to die in relative comfort, with family and friends nearby so i don't feel alone, so i'm kinda stuck.

My only "good" option is a friend who has offered to be with me as I pass, not joining me, but just giving me comfort and laying with me. I know they won't try to save me, we have a very unique relationship. The only issue is if the police found out about this, my friend would be arrested for assisting in my suicide, and I can't in good conscience let that happen.

Sigh.